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    The club scene except someone spikes Shane’s drink and he almost blacks out on the dance floor.

    Ilya catches him.

    Rose puts the pieces together.

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    Shane Hollander liked rules. Rules meant structure, control in a world where there was usually so little. He lived by the little if-then statements he built in his head to make the world make sense. They served him well, taught him how to navigate this mysterious rulebook of life that everyone but him somehow understood.

    There was comfort in routine. His left skate always went on before his right. He still wore the same nightshirt he’d had since he was nineteen, this raggedy blue thing that now hung off him like a crop-top, but it was soft and light and he couldn’t bear to throw it out. Two eggs and a vegetable smoothie for breakfast. Chicken and broccoli for lunch, salmon and green beans for dinner. Only a beer after a special event, at most five ginger ales a month.

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    An exploration of Shane's eating disorder.

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    18 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    More hands, then Hayden's voice. "Oh shit. I've got you, man. Meg—what—"

    The walls tilted, or maybe Shane did. He couldn't feel his feet. 

    "Fuck. Okay, okay, we're going down, Meg, grab his other arm—" Then, voice raised, "JJ!"

    Shane lost some time.

    Or, Shane learns about a family emergency during a game in Ottawa and shuts down. Ilya is there to help.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane shut his eyes, leaning back against the couch. 

    He was fine. He had to be.

    What am I meant to do, Shane thought desperately to himself, when I can’t remember why I was even recovering in the first place?

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    shane relapses with his ed, no one has a good time

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 53

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    The raised line of the back of Shane's left shouder.

    Ilya had noticed it in the shower back on that faitful day. He ran his hands over it hours later in room 1410 with Shane beneath him.
    He's caressed it thousands of times over the years, but never asked from where it was.

    The story of how Shane got his scar.

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