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    “I, um,” Wei Ying could think of absolutely nothing to say. Her heart was racing and her breaths were coming faster. What had she been saying before? Oh right. “Your name?”

    “What will you give me for it?” the woman asked softly, leaning over so she was in Wei Ying’s space, but still not touching her.

    “What?” Wei Ying asked, confused and, oh fuck, turned on? Was she getting tingly from talking to someone in a public bathroom?

    “You’ve asked me for my name twice, now,” the woman said, and her deep voice sent shivers down Wei Ying’s spine. “What will you give me in return?”

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    Or: Wei Ying discovers she's extremely gay for a stranger she meets at a bar. Lan Zhan discovers an obsession with Wei Ying's ass.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Suddenly, it snaps into place. The weary way Lan Zhan has been holding himself is suddenly cast in a new, much more distressing light. Somebody is responsible for it, a real live, horrible, blind, stupid person. The combination of guilt, sadness, and anger that sets in all at once is hard to contain. Lingering wisps of resentment that remain from the night-hunt flock to him, like calling to like.

    All four boys stare at him with wide eyes.

    “Wei-qianbei,” Sizhui says. “You look...um…”

    “Scary,” Zizhen breathes, beaming.

    “Who has rejected Lan Zhan?” Wei Wuxian asks.

     

    Or; during one of his visits to the Cloud Recesses, the juniors strike a blow to Wei Wuxian's certainty that his feelings for Lan Wangji are one-sided.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    "You've been sitting on this," he said, "for five years? A little warning would be nice!" 

    Sizhui's responding look was somehow both wicked and absolutely serene. Jingyi saw some of Zewu-Jun in it, which made him just... unfair. Unjust! Ridiculous! So attractive he once again wondered why he'd ever been invited to this relationship. Zizhen was there for moral support, obviously, and because he was too sweet to resist. Jingyi offered little of that.

    "I didn't think you were unaware," Sizhui pointed out, as though he were merely reminding him of a pressing appointment. "After our last visit to Koi Tower, did you not ask me to, quote, 'fuck you until you forgot what Jin Ling's forearms look like'?" 

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Wherever you go, there you are. It's all about who goes with you.

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    20 Dec 2025

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    "Pop some bread in the toaster for me?” Wei Ying asks. Lan Zhan has one, a chrome thing with dials and buttons.

    A pause. “This isn’t a relationship,” Lan Zhan says.

    Wei Ying blinks. It’s such an incongruous thing to say. At first his brain says, that must be code. It’s almost like listening to two spies talk in a drama. The handler would say something like ‘the duck swims at midnight,’ and the spy would say, ‘purple is the loveliest colour’ and they’d both nod to each other and know that the prime minister was about to be assassinated, or something. That’s all he can think of, at first. Because of course this isn’t a relationship? This was a fun night. So Lan Zhan must be saying this for a reason. There’s some response he’s supposed to make now, but he’s lost the script if he ever had it.

    “Okay…” he says. Then it clicks. Lan Zhan means: you should leave.

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    Maybe Wei Ying shouldn't have hooked up with his hot neighbour two days into his exchange semester, but everyone makes choices in life.

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