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"Mmm, yes. Come here," Ilya's hands on Shane's head bring him up, and he presses his fingers into Shane's mouth. "Are you feeling generous tonight, Hollander? Want to give me everything I ask for?"
Shane moves his tongue against the pads of Rozanov's fingers, slides it over the sides, and closes his lips to draw them further in.
"Hmm, I think you are feeling generous, yes?"
The next time after Vegas.
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22 Feb 2026
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At the 2021 All-Star Games in Winnipeg, Manitoba, Ilya comes to Scott with a proposition.
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11 Feb 2026
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"It was nothing, Ilya. Don't worry about it."
"Ah," Ilya said, and something like understanding crossed his face. "Was about us, then."
Shane pressed his forehead to Ilya's neck. Of course Shane couldn't just slip this by, of course he would be figured out. He wrapped Ilya up in a hug and moved his hand up and down his back, in a way that he hoped said it doesn't matter.
"He just–after he checked me, I called him a dick, and then he said I'd need my big scary Russian husband to protect me. And then he called you a name, and…"
Shane didn't know how to finish that sentence, so he let it trail off. And it felt so unfair. And I got more angry than I had any reason to. And I hate that I can't go one game without my sex life being brought up in some way. And it's happened a million other times, so why should I have cared on this one specific occasion?
Over the course of the first half of his fifth season on the Centaurs, Shane considers retirement, homophobia, his public life, family, and his legacy. He also gets a tooth knocked out, visits the beach, and is repeatedly pissed off by how hot his husband is.
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06 Feb 2026
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Curious by notlayingroses
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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“I’ve always wanted to be watched,” he had admitted to Hayden. “It’s always been like… a exhibitionist fantasy of mine for someone to see me and Ilya together. Maybe we could start there?” He’d said to Hayden, who had been beet red with embarrassment for the awkward way he’d brought up the possibility of casual sex with his best friend of a decade. “I don’t know how I feel about like, a full on threesome right now.” Shane had laughed awkwardly, scratching at the back of his neck. “But… maybe we start with that.”
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03 Feb 2026
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Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2025
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Canada had given him his life as he knew it, but it had never felt one hundred percent comfortable, either. He missed Russia sometimes, but it didn’t have the thing that mattered most. Ilya had exactly one home, and it was this: his face pressed into a smooth chest, his head tucked under a strong jaw, with freckled arms wrapped around him and delicate fingers combing through his hair. Anywhere else was a temporary excursion.
A treatise on second (and third) languages, homesickness, acceptance, Shane's struggle learning Russian, and the things people do when they care.
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02 Feb 2026