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    As it says on the tin: a sea-faring adventure featuring pirates and mermaids (or, one mermaid in particular).

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    21 Jan 2026

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    He waits until the commercial break to ask what’s been bothering him since that afternoon. “Hey, Trin.”
    “Make it snappy, bloodhound.” She slides down the couch, shoving her cold toes under his thigh.
    “Do you think Doctor Robby’s been, like, singling me out?” Saying it out loud makes him cringe even though there’s no other way to phrase it and he really needs a second opinion.
    “Oh, yeah.” She scoffs, offering him a bright grin. “You’re his best boy.”
    “What?!” He – he refuses to admit that he squeaks but his voice does go up an octave, heat rushing to his cheeks.

    Whitaker goes through the motions and gets that old man in the end

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    12 Jan 2026

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    According to the team, Andrew is currently losing a custody battle for Neil against a sport invented by the mafia.

    It’s a running joke in the locker room: Neil cares about Exy, and then, distant second, he cares about breathing. Andrew is somewhere on the list, probably below the new backliner spread Kevin found.

    Andrew doesn't bother correcting them. He knows the difference between a distraction and a destination. He knows Neil runs until his lungs burn to keep the ghosts quiet, but he also knows exactly whose bed Neil crawls into when the adrenaline fades.

    (Or: 5 times the team thought Neil loved the sport more than the goalkeeper, and one time Neil made the hierarchy terrifyingly clear.)

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    05 Jan 2026

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    A new guy starts working at the radio station.

    He's fragile.

    Better keep Andrew away from him.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.

     But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.

     He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.

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    08 Dec 2025