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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    Josh is a professional Dom and Tyler comes to him after leaving an abusive boyfriend. He puts his faith in Josh, hoping to have his ability to trust restored.

    But Josh is only human and a tumultuous relationship begins between Tyler and two different versions of the same man.

    (No non-con between main pair.)

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    19 May 2025

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    All men have secrets, and Phil won't let his own be known. But even in 1984's Manchester there is another person that understands.

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    03 Mar 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    See individual stories for descriptions.

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    20 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    One is a shy, lonely student with curly hair. The other, a newly qualified, bright eyed and bushy-tailed teacher-who may be hiding something beneath his squeaky clean exterior...There is plenty of fluff-alongside the realization of quite the kink...Will be regularly updated xx

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    50/50
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    28 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    More than once he'd woken with a shout, drenched in sweat, tears burning the corners his eyes from the smoke in his mind. More than once, he'd torn from bed with the intent to rescue Aziraphale from death by hellfire, then caught himself halfway to the door with the realization that it had been a dream. And, more than once and admittedly quite often as of recently, he'd woken up Small.

    He couldn't control it. It wasn't a choice anymore. He'd spent years toeing the edge when things got Bad, never allowing himself to dip into that headspace. In an ideal world, he would have done so slowly, experimentally, one foot at a time. But this world was not ideal, and so he found himself pushed, flailing, into the deep end.

     

    What will likely be a short collection of Age-regressed Crowley one-shots within the same timeline! No posting schedule, they're dropped as they're finished. It'll keep you on your toes another could be dropped at any time! All chapters are individual fics and can be read on their own unless otherwise specified.

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    04 Aug 2024

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    Heartbroken after losing Rose Tyler, the Doctor uses the Chameleon Arch to turn himself human.

    Six years later, Rose Tyler’s dimension cannon lands her in Broadchurch and in DI Alec Hardy’s life. With that, Rose tries to figure out how to get her Doctor back.

    Slowly editing mistakes and such. Notes will indicate which chapters have been altered with information as to what has been updated (no major changes).

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    Chapters:
    28/28
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    13 Feb 2024

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    On the first day of kindergarten, 1986, Aziraphale Fell met Anthony Crowley, and the two were best friends from that moment on. What began as a simple childhood friendship grew and developed into something deeper and more precious, and they swore a sacred vow as children to always be best friends. Knowing one another as well as they did, they formed another pact in their teens: if they were both single at forty, they'd marry each other.

    They went to separate universities and grew apart over the years, but neither ever forgot the other. And a few weeks before Aziraphale's fortieth birthday, he is shocked when Crowley appears in his shop, having returned to London for good.

    Will they be able to pick up where they left off as friends, or will this be the start of something new?

     

    ’Love is friendship set on fire.’ ~Jeremy Taylor
     

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    Chapters:
    27/27
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    06 Nov 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 33

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    Their relationship has always been weird. At first she hated him for taking her job and being consistently the opposite of anything a normal human being was supposed to be. Then, she realised her normal was all wrong and his consistency was at the very least reliable – she still found his inability to open up absolutely infuriating.

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    46,225
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
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    20 Oct 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 45

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    Ellie wears Alec's shirt.
    Fred's sick.
    Alec's dying in the bathroom.

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    Chapters:
    5/6
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    08 Oct 2023

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    If there is one thing to be said about Aziraphale Z. Fell is that he leads an ordinary, quiet life.
    He lives in Soho, London, above an old bookshop that he’s been fortunate enough to inherit in his late twenties. He likes sushi and good wine. He has a few friends - like Nina, who works at the coffee shop across the street; or Maggie, who runs the record store that he takes an absolute pleasure in frequently purchasing from.

    (He’s lonely. Terribly so. He’s been lonely for about ten years now, since - he does not want to think about that.)

    Today is his 35th birthday.


    At age 15, Aziraphale made a Promise. At age 25, he had an Earth-shattering fight with his childhood - and closest - friend. At age 35, that same friend shows up at his doorstep and suddenly, Aziraphale’s entire world is thrown upside down.

    A story of something unexpected, something old, something yellow, something stolen, something new and something promised.

    (It’s going to be a long week.)

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    15 Sep 2023

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    12 Sep 2023

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Crowley was still as stone beside him. His ears were cherry-red. “So...if we pretend we’re in a relationship, we’ll be safe.”

    “I believe so.”

    “And that would, that would involve, what?” he spoke hesitantly, softly. “Holding your hand, telling you that you mean a lot to me, kissing you for them to see?”

    Two great hands were constricting Aziraphale’s lungs. He fought back an undignified wheeze. “Yes, I think so.”

    “I can do that,” he croaked.
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    In a panic, Aziraphale tells the archangels he survived hellfire due to his soul mixing with Crowley's because they're in a romantic and sexual relationship. They want him to prove it. Cue a fake relationship.

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    Chapters:
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    12 Sep 2023

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Crowley thinks about lying alone and in pain on a hospital bed when he was 5. He thinks about all those tearful prayers asking for an angel to help him, guide him, take care of him, protect him, and love him. He thinks about every single heartbreak and trauma he had endured for the past decade and a half and how they slowly ate away his confidence and dignity. He thinks about all the time he spent staring down from his window and wondering whether it would have been easier if he just took the leap. But now, with Aziraphale’s arms tightly around him, he has never been surer that he would gladly endure everything again and some more if it meant that Aziraphale would find him in the end. He wants to go back in time and tell that scared 5-year-old that an angel will find him someday. An angel in the form of a soft gentleman with the bluest eyes. He just needs to be patient and strong with just the right amount of stubbornness to not give up before then.

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    5 Times Crowley thought he was shattered beyond repair and 1 Time Aziraphale proves him wrong.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
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    09 Sep 2023

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    The Doctor and Rose are taken captive on a planet ravaged by a mysterious illness. In order to be freed, they have to cross major boundaries in their friendship.

    Forced into physical intimacy against their will, they’re left to confront the true nature of their relationship... And save the world, of course.

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    Chapters:
    27/27
    Comments:
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    30 Aug 2023

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    Crowley finds himself in another universe; Aziraphale goes to fetch him. In the meantime, Team Free Will has to figure out what to do with the 6,000 year old demon that won't stay in a devil's trap and keeps rooting through Dean's vinyl collection. Shenanigans ensue.

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    Chapters:
    25/25
    Collections:
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    11 Aug 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 82

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    That sealed the deal – Crowley didn’t even care what the man looked like, he wanted him. He wasn’t too bothered about whether or not his advance might be unwelcome – his gaydar pinged rather heavily at the man in his tartan bowtie. Of course, there was every chance Crowley wasn’t his type, but that didn’t always matter either – and he really was quite… keen. It had been a while.

    “What are you reading?” He asked, doing his best to sound seductive, and feeling oddly weird about it, like he didn’t quite hit the right tone. The stranger straightened up and turned around to look at him – and just like that, Crowley’s fantasies popped like a balloon.

    The other man was beautiful, yes, a cute button nose, almost criminally blue eyes, an innocent and yet very attractive expression on his face… but he was young. Crowley had assumed the other man to be his age, maybe a few years older – this man was at minimum ten years younger than him. He tried not to cringe, suddenly feeling quite sleazy about his previous thoughts.

    “Oscar Wilde, Salome.” The other man replied, fingers still stroking the page.

    Well, DAMN.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    10 Aug 2023

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Bobby threw himself into action, he bolted out the door and across the hall barrelling into the restroom and the nearest cubicle. His knees hit the floor with a sickening crack that reverberated up his spine as the contents of his stomach finally made its way to the surface. He retched and heaved until he had nothing left to give then collapsed against the wall beside him resting his head against the cold tile.

    His chest heaved and his heart hurt and in a room, somewhere down the hall, a ventilator beeped rhythmically as the man occupying the bed slept.

    Story title from Flares by The Script

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    Chapters:
    52/52
    Comments:
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    26 Jul 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 95

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    Buck is exhausted, overworked, and overall in desperate need of some serious downtime with his daddy and mama.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    40
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    08 Jul 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 55

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    Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. It's an unconventional set-up, but it works for them.

    A self-indulgent spanking fic.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    57
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    169
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    15 May 2023

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    “It’s okay to be soft, Dean.” Cas murmured, like it was something easy, like Cas knew how to put everything down for a second and just yearn.
    Dean didn’t know how to be soft. He’d never been one to cuddle, he’d rather die than use floral smelling lotion on his hands, and he never put sugar in his coffee.
    His whole life he’d been rough around the edges and overly masculine to survive. He’d made up for his pretty face and long lashes by wearing a leather jacket that smelled like gunpowder and his father’s whiskey, with pockets that were too, too heavy with sins he’d commit again to keep his brother safe.
    How would he even begin to allow himself to want–and reach out for what he wants?
    Dean sighed. “I uh–It doesn’t come easy to me.”
    Castiel shrugged like he already knew, like Dean wasn’t the one who still wore his Dad’s leather jacket, hoping it was enough, hoping he was enough.
    Cas leaned into him, his back to Dean's front. “It’s easier than you think.”

    Or when Dean’s weird, bee-loving, friend Castiel winds his way into Dean’s bed (even though Dean is not gay), and Dean finds himself wanting things more than ever, wanting things he can’t have, wanting things that he’ll never earn.

    Language:
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    146,114
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    176
    Kudos:
    806
    Bookmarks:
    248
    Hits:
    19,531

    08 Apr 2023

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