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You Could See the Madness in My Eyes by SaintOfLosAngeles for ashkore_varg
Fandoms: Mötley Crüe, The Dirt: Confessions of the World's Most Notorious Rock Band Book - Mötley Crüe & Neil Strauss, The Dirt (2019)
17 Jul 2019
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In which Insomnia gets the best of Nikki, when his subconscious paints him as a monster, and as the one person he has spent his whole life trying not be.
Nightmares are not for the weak.
But he has his Terror Twin in the bed beside him, to sooth the fears that his own mind conjures up.
Sort of a sequel to my previous fic, I'm Not Going Anywhere, but not necessary to read beforehand at all.
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10 Feb 2025
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For Breanna, it starts with one small observation.
Something's going on with Harry.
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28 Dec 2024
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“I know we don’t– know each other that well. Like, at all. But I remembered that night in January and how– how you tried to help, when I needed it, and didn’t really want it. And I’m not letting anyone read their letters unless it happens, but yours isn’t– I don’t know. It just says thank you. For trying. And for getting it, when no one else did."
(or, turns out eddie's backstory is pretty similar to max's own. he offers her an understanding ear; when vecna comes, she and steve might need to return the favor.)
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- Part 1 of who said it was simple
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10 Nov 2024
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When Brett Mahoney calls from the precinct with a case he labels 'weird', Matt knows that it is going to be an unusual day. And when he finds out that his new clients are, in fact, the Winchester brothers, clearly psychotic but praised by some as heroes of saintly proportions? Well, how can he resist?
Or: the time Nelson and Murdock took a case more impossible than that of Karen Page.
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- Part 1 of Matt Murdock Saves The World
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14 Oct 2024
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How To Hug A Ravager by Run_Ravager_Run
Fandoms: Guardians of the Galaxy (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 May 2016
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The boy likes to cuddle. He's damn lucky Yondu is such a heavy sleeper.
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04 Aug 2024
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Autistic Peter Quill Fics by carrionkid
Fandom Guardians of the Galaxy (Movies), Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe
02 Jun 2017
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02 Aug 2024
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He watched Mrs. Byers meet the young girl's eyes over her son's shoulders and he was suddenly hit with a crystal clear image in his mind.
Hopper. Standing with his back to the gate. Smiling softly, resigned. But filled with so much love.
Joyce. Watching, stretched impossibly thin. Understanding with a sense of grief, too terrible to name.
She turns the keys.
"Steve?" Jonathan is half out of the ambulance, using all of his weakened strength to keep Steve upright. "What's wrong?"
"Hopper. It's Hopper. He's gone." Steve doesn't know how he knows it, but he does.
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After the Battle of Starcourt, Steve struggles with the damages that the Russians left behind. In dealing with the aftermath, with the help of Robin and the Party, he uncovers a larger conspiracy at hand than just re-opening the Gate.
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06 Jul 2024
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Memories that always make him smile—regardless of whatever mood he may be in or whatever drugs he’s pumped into his system—are his varying tales of coming out, often interwoven with adorable childhood antics and genuine moments of Hargreeves family fun.
Klaus was ten when he first realised he was gay.
(alternatively; six times klaus comes out to his siblings, one by one, and six times they accept him for who he is— still an annoying asshole.)
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18 Jun 2024
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bare my skin (count my sins) by remy (iamremy), spnxbookworm for maxine_1703
Fandoms: Supernatural
16 Feb 2019
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A hunting injury leads to a hospital stay for Sam courtesy of a bullet wound, and a gut-wrenching realization for Dean courtesy of the scars on Sam’s wrists. They’ve got to talk about this, except that Sam cries at hearing his nickname and Dean’s heart is in pieces in his chest, and neither of them are okay.
Dean wants them to get there so badly, if only he can just figure out how. If only he can just get Sam to look at him and talk to him.
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31 May 2024
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Derek has been in a lot of bad situations. This one easily makes the top five. Or would, if Dean and Sam Winchester were actually acting like the sadistic psychopaths he expected them to be. Instead, Dean is referencing Star Trek, Sam is comforting Reid, and Derek has never been more confused.
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16 May 2024
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When a series of unusual murders happen, Sam and Dean find themselves in North Carolina. Sam might have a little hell in his head, but he can still get the job done. The only real problem is that the BAU is also in town.
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Aka the Criminal Minds/Supernatural crossover event- Language:
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15 May 2024
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After the divorce, Chase enters somewhat of a downward spiral and develops a less-than-ideal relationship with food. Will he seek help before it's too late? Rated M for ED and abuse themes, and language. Platonic Chase/House friendship.
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28 Apr 2024
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Tinderbox (or: A History of Fire in Colonial New Orleans) by Emileesaurus
Fandoms: Vampire Chronicles - Anne Rice, Interview With the Vampire (1994)
02 Dec 2022
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"I thought I could do good," Louis whispered, ashamed to the core of how completely futile it all sounded now. "I thought I could be good." Lestat's eyes blazed silver and gold in the candlelight, and Louis held them, wracked with such anguish that he felt he'd crumble if Lestat looked away now. "Haven't you ever wanted that, Lestat?"
1794. Pointe du Lac lies in ashes. Lestat, desperate to keep Louis with him at any cost, tries something he's never tried before: he talks.
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06 Mar 2024
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It's Eliot's job to protect the team, and he takes that very seriously. In return, the team are there to take care of him in the aftermath.
Eliot is badly injured covering the team's escape. What happens when a misunderstanding crossed with a whole lot of guilt gets in the way? Can they put the broken pieces back together?
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15 Jan 2024
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Skwisgaar isn't fond of hospitals, but no rational human being really is.
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11 Jan 2024
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I Didn’t Know How To Say by blue_scribbles
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
22 Jun 2023
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Leon had already decided a long time ago that he didn't want to die, he just didn't care if he did. He didn't plan far ahead, just tried to get through the moment until he could crawl back to his apartment, or some seedy bar and drink himself into oblivion. At this point, he didn't even care to keep it a secret anymore, Chris and Rebecca had already seen him like this, drunk, depressed and one more bad night away from shoving his gun into his own mouth. And they decided to take the moral high ground and drag him back into hell with them, so what if everyone knew he was a moody piece of shit? He was still an excellent agent and as long as he finished his missions no one would bat an eye to the mess he made of himself.
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08 Jan 2024
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Nathan’s no stranger to this racing-heart feeling, but it’s usually accompanied by a vigorous workout, or a good rehearsal. This is neither of those. This night is doing its best to make Nathan feel weird and he’s not gonna let it, not if he can help it.
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Pickles has a cold, Nathan screws up, and then tries, awkwardly, to make it better.
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17 Dec 2023
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ask me for the stars, they'll be yours by the_nerd_youre_looking_for
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV)
05 Oct 2019
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Crowley honestly did not mean to sleep through an entire century. The plan was to take a quick nap, maybe about a month, to let things cool down between Aziraphale and him so he could properly explain why he needed holy water. However, he woke up a year or so later, looked at the late afternoon sun peeking through the window, saw the thin layer of dust covering everything, thought about actually confronting Aziraphale, and decided that rejoining the living was more effort than it was worth. So he got up to take a piss and then went right back to bed.
Perhaps it was just as well. Crowley couldn't say honestly that he never once considered using holy water on himself.
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- Part 1 of asking for the stars
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28 Oct 2023
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but try as i might i could not bring myself to hold you by stokedstoker
Fandoms: Our Flag Means Death (TV)
13 May 2022
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their marriage was arranged- a buisness transaction. her family’s land, his family’s money. two strangers and a document. it was marriage, then children. thats how its supposed to go. thats how stede was supposed to do it, so he did it.
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15 Oct 2023
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It's the same face Louis had pulled when he'd anxiously asked Lestat if he was leaving them - him - again, back in the graveyard, and that means Louis is afraid that postponing the trip to London might provoke Lestat into leaving him for good. Lestat wants to protest, but… well, the fear isn't entirely unfounded. His knee-jerk reaction had been anger, after all.
Writing those books has pushed him into far too much self-reflection, he thinks grouchily. He's never second-guessed himself this much before. Never worried so much about everyone else's feelings.
No, he thinks, You just had decades of regrets instead.
He grinds his teeth, but he's not really angry. How can he be, with Louis here in his arms, so anxious to be near him? And thinking about his plans in London that had felt so delicious and exciting - to break the rules, and put the fear of The Vampire Lestat into David Talbot - now they seem so pointless and empty. This - this is more important.
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10 Oct 2023