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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    He flinches and heaves and bites down a groan. His eyes are squeezed shut, brows crunching into one tight point in his head. Don’t make a fucking sound. His head’s going to burst.

    “Sit up for a second. Should take your temperature.”

    He shakes his head slightly against his arms, and the horizon definitely does flip, and he quietly chokes on liquid.

    He tries to speak, has to clear his throat, and can’t imagine it did much when he rasps, “Sorry. I’m-I’m sorry. You don’t have to do anything for me.”

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    Carmy is so deeply ashamed to be sick in front of anyone, not to mention Syd who’s treating him so kindly.

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    17 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Sydney raises her hands, all don’t shoot the messenger style. “I don’t mean to make you feel like shit, but you did accidentally break up with your girlfriend from a refrigerator, specifically the one you personally forgot to call about. Imagining you in any kind of third place is sort of like imagining someone adopting a Tasmanian devil instead of a dog, like, if I were Richie, and I walked in, and I saw a random new guy standing there that everyone said was Carmy’s old boss, I’d be thinking I’d know who you were on a date with. Ergo, we have until Richie gets here to make sure Richie doesn’t commit murder.”

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    15 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Carmy comes down with the flu, and Richie takes care of him.

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    29 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Carmen leaves The Bear to give Sydney, Richie, and Natalie peace. If he doesn't contact them, they'll thrive. If he removes himself from anything toxic, they said…

    or, Carmen's adapted to live with the kitchen as the barrier between him and his mental health.

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    09 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    10 garlic cloves

    Basil steeped in oil

    San Marzano tomatoes

    2 28 oz cans (the smaller cans taste better)

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    In which Mikey makes family spaghetti.

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    16 Jul 2025