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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    Much like the Protagonist, you are a hermit living in a remote cabin not far from the city.

    Except, there's no kind neighbor or TV to warn you when the calamity comes. To you, the sun acting out is just a heatwave, and monsters wearing human faces only live in horror movies.

    That's why when the knocking comes, you open the door.

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    21 Nov 2025

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    You don't like talking to people. You don't like how they look at you like you did something wrong by just existing. The man in your closet is different. He doesn't think what you say is odd, because he doesn't know what you say. You don't know what he says either. It's perfect. especially when you can't handle the pressures of the end of the world.

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    27 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    "Valentine's day," Neil says, clearly trying to be calm and failing miserably.

    Todd feels himself grin. "It is."

    "We got the day off."

    "Mhm."

    Neil grabs Todd's hands and pulls him close, Howl to Sophie, plants another kiss on his cheek, and pulls away. "Gotta go find the others! Meet you at the cave!"

     

    Or, the polyam poets celebrate Valentine's Day.

    Title taken from Falling Fast from Little Miss Perfect: The Musical.

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    19 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Nam-gyu will spend the rest of his short life chasing this brief moment of warmth, looking for it in the crevices of his friends' dirty couches, corners of dark nightclubs, in needles and every method of self-harm that he can think to inflict, but he will never find it.

    10 years before Nam-gyu becomes a player, he becomes alone.

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    04 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    “You getting the attention you want?” Thanos asks, knowing there is no answer, only insult.

    Namgyu’s jaw does an anxious dance that grinds the hard bone together. He itches at his nose again.

    “You know, I’ve got it figured out,” He says, “You don’t see me as an equal. Never have, and now you don’t even know if you’re above or below me, and it’s freaking you the fuck out.”

    Namgyu makes a series of drastic life changes and it kind of fucks Thanos up.

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    04 Oct 2025