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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    Andrew can't stop replaying the memory, pushing on it like a bruise. He wants the sick sort of pain that proves that actually, he can still feel things. It's fresh — barely a few hours old.

    If he closes his eyes, Andrew can put himself back there. Back under the glare of the fluorescent lights humming above them in the locker room, the roar of the crowd getting fainter as the stadium empties. His own heart thumping too fast as the adrenaline of the game bleeds out, leaving only exhaustion behind.

    Neil's lips, chapped and cherry-red, making sounds too soft for the harsh moment.

    "We can't keep doing this," Neil had said. He wasn't able to look Andrew in the eye. "I just… we don't want the same things."

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    17 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 66

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    He glances up as if he can feel someone looking at him and Andrew is assaulted by a pair of unnaturally blue eyes. They seem cold and distant, a silent challenge for Andrew to do—something, but Andrew doesn’t know what.

    All he can think is that the boy is dangerously pretty. The idea of asking him to go into the alleyway between Eden’s and the bar next door for a quickie flits through his mind before the boy scoffs and rolls his eyes.

    “Can I help you?”

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    or: andrew meets a pretty boy outside a bar and can't get him off his mind. he absolutely does NOT fall in love

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    When Andrew gets exiled from his family's pack for protecting himself, he has to deal with his brother choosing the pack's ways over his own autonomy. Always expecting Omegas to be subservient and slaves to an Alpha's demands. Now he's an outcast, pack-less, and alone for the first time, lost, vulnerable, only moving forward through sheer willpower.

    But he pushes his luck too far and gets hurt in the process. Unfortunately for him, help comes in the form of a red alpha, one like he's never seen before. But Andrews's smart enough to expect the worst and never hope for the best.

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  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Andrew Minyard is a liar.

    He'd make one promise to Neil Josten at the beginning of the year amidst heavy breathing and wide eyes.

    "My name is Andrew Minyard and from now until May, I am the man who is going to keep you alive."

    But now Neil was dead, gone. And the worst part about it was, it was Andrew's fault.

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    Andrew tries to move on after Neil's "death", little does he know, Neil might not be as dead as he thought.
    [Part 4 of the (9-1-1 + AFTG crossover collection]

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