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“At work,” Buck scoffs. His brain is so close to sleep, but he’s never been able to drift away without replaying the day over in his head, no matter how tired he is.
“Before work,” Eddie mumbles into Buck’s curls. “Tech - -” he’s cut off by a yawn, “ - - nically.”
Or, Eddie has terrible, terrible timing.
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- Part 9 of Pal's 12 Days of Ficsmas
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03 Feb 2026
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Seriously, this isn’t how Buck wants to spend Eddie’s last days in town; he’s really content to swallow it down again, keep the peace. He’s going to tell him he put in the notice on the loft, and they’re going to head to the bar with their family, and they’re both going to smile while Eddie drives away, even if it kills them. That is, until Eddie says it.
“If you're going to make this about me having to choose between you or my son, you’re going to lose. Every time.”
In hindsight, he really wishes he could have taken a deep breath, said no, c’mon, of course—that’s, that’s not even a question. He would prefer to take back the angry laugh, too.
But, it is what it is.
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26 Jan 2026
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He doesn’t want to go. There’s so much here for him—so much to fight for, but he’s been fighting for so long, and there’s only so much he can do when he’s pinned and bleeding steadily. There’s not much to fight anymore except God, and God’s seemingly made a choice.
And, just as Buck was finally starting to understand, too.
Sniffing, he asks, voice cracking, “Eddie?”
He’s scared. There’ve been so many close calls, but not quite as close as this, and he’s terrified, but there’s too much to say. Too much on the line. He can’t let the fear keep him quiet anymore. He’s wasted so much time on being afraid, and now he’s run out, and he just—
He needs Eddie to know.
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or, Buck's dying.
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26 Jan 2026
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i don't wanna argue but i don't wanna bite my tongue by instantcaramel
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Nov 2025
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“H-hey.” He frowns; he’s sure he remembers seeing Eddie on the calendar to work today’s shift. He longs for the days he would know without question because any time one of them took a day off they were in constant communication anyway. He doesn't remember the last time Eddie texted him. “Where’s Eddie?”
Hen and Chimney share a look. It makes Buck stiffen. Something’s wrong. He can tell something is wrong.
“Buck, Eddie didn’t tell you?”
“Tell me what?” They share another look. Hen frowns. Buck can feel the panic rising up in his belly. If he’d managed to eat his breakfast, he knows it would be coming up. “What’s wrong? Is Eddie okay? Is it Chris?”
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the rift between buck and eddie keeps growing.
spoilers for dia de los muertos
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26 Jan 2026
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Stiles lives with the aftereffects.
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23 Dec 2025