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i’ve got one foot in the golden life, one foot in the gutter by beetlesandstars, kryptonian
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Dec 2025
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“You broke up with her,” Ilya says, arms loosening against his chest.
“No, she, uh—” Shane ducks his head, avoiding Ilya’s eyes. “We slept together. And she kind of … she didn’t confront me, I guess. But she talked to me. Kind of hinted that she thought I might not be…”
“Into girls?” Ilya finishes for him.
“Something like that.”
“You denied it?”
“No, I— I told her. About me. About—us,” Shane’s head snaps up, a hand lifted in Ilya’s direction. “Not about us, us. That I’d been sleeping with someone. Another player. I didn’t tell her about you.”
OR: Shane comes out to Rose and runs toward the safest pair of arms he knows: Ilya’s.
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- Part 2 of cjo + hr
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13 Dec 2025
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the ground is spinning still by chagrinocturne
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Dec 2025
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The plane is falling.
The plane is falling and Ilya is on it and Shane watches it fall.
The plane is falling and Ilya is dead.Or, Shane Hollander has a hard time dealing with Ilya's brush with death.
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10 Dec 2025
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my heart, your lips (apocalypse) by PurelySelfIndulgent for caffeinated_axolotl
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
22 Oct 2024
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“Kim Seungmin,” Lee Minho says, or rather, demands (because when it comes to Seungmin, Minho rarely, if ever, says anything). “I love you.”
Hyunjin, who’s seated beside him on the sofa, chokes and starts coughing up a spit ball. Jeongin, on Hyunjin’s other side, lets out a strangled noise akin to a cat giving birth and loses his grip on the TV remote, which goes skittering across the floor.
Seungmin blinks, unsure if he should play along or inform Minho that he never agreed to a hidden camera prank, especially during off-work hours.
“Good evening to you too, hyung,” he finally says, choosing to do neither. “Can you hand me the remote?”
(or, minho tells seungmin that he loves him. it takes seungmin six months to say it back.)
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25 Sep 2025
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He’s adorable like this, his curly hair cascading around him, so inviting as Jeongin’s fingers twitch with the urge to run his hands through it. He almost does just that until he spots something nestled on the crown of Jisung’s head. Is that…
…horns?
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OR: Jeongin gets injured on a solo hike up a mountain that's rumoured to have a scary dragon guarding the top of it. He finds a cute twink instead.
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08 Sep 2025
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It hasn’t been too long since his last pill, but he got worried that he wouldn’t wake up in time before his dealer slept, and he’d have to go the entire day before he could grab. And then he’d grow progressively more irritated and panicked as the day wore on, until he felt as if he’d die if he didn't do something about the crawling feeling on his skin and the nausea that had him constantly swallowing his pooling saliva.
Better to come now, pushing away how desperate it makes him look, because he is. He’s an addict. He needs his pills to function. He could be worse off. He can still function. He goes to work and lives his life, but he needs to be stocked up to do so. He’s good. He doesn’t take too much, just enough to stifle the suffocating feeling of being sober, of feeling everything. He numbs it, and it works.
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05 Sep 2025