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Carlton had hurt him. Shawn had used his safe word and he had ignored it.
Even after the physical bleeding stopped and the stitches began to heal, the psychological wound was gaping.
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31 Jan 2026
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How to Rehabilitate a Jock in Four Months by towardthesun
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
25 Mar 2024
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After their breakup, Steve found that being around Nancy and Jonathan was pretty much unbearable. His old friends wouldn't even look at him, and there was only so much time he could spend with the kids before he started feeling kind of pathetic. All in all, he was a pretty lonely person now.
But was he really lonely enough to consider joining Hellfire club?
And were they really willing to accept having a dethroned king in their party?
A post season two AU where Steve becomes a part of hellfire club
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02 Jan 2026
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When Nancy tells Steve about Eleven, he starts searching the woods every single day to find her. He doesn’t know if she’ll recognize him- it’s been years since he escaped the lab- but the thought that his little sister could still be out there, cold and alone and starving, hurts more than he can say.
He finds the cabin by accident.
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How Hopper ends up adopting two super-powered kids who wind up saving the world at least once every year.
[WRITTEN BY A HUMAN]
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02 Jan 2026
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oh you kissed me, just to kiss me (not to make me cry) by soullesscurses
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
30 Jul 2022
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“You… don’t like it when I touch your mouth?” It comes out slowly, both like a question and like a statement, and Steve is shaking his head violently before Eddie has even finished speaking, because if they go down this road, if Eddie pulls and unravels and sees him– the frayed, jagged edges of him– he’ll leave. Steve is sure of it.
“No! That’s not it. That’s totally not– I can be into it. I promise.” Steve can feel twin flames of disgust and shame coil in the pit of his stomach, at the fact that he’s practically begging Eddie to do this to him, to make him like it, the fact that he wants.
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or: Billy and Steve had… something. Steve’s not quite sure what it was, doesn’t know if he ever really agreed to it. And then the Mind Flayer happened and Billy died and Steve got beat up by Russians and the mall burned down. And Eddie showed up, all flashing smiles and sure hands, and Steve can’t take his eyes off of him. There’s just that pesky, niggling possibility that maybe everything with Billy fucked him up more than he’s ever willing to admit.
title from we'll never have sex by leith ross
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21 Jun 2025
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There was definitely something intimate about being talked down from a fake panic attack, but Shawn didn’t know why this would be something he would ever desire- especially from Lassiter, of all people.
“What can I do to help?” Lassiter prodded.
Or, Shawn has developed a worrying habit of pretending to be unwell to get closer to Lassiter. Meanwhile, local psychics are going missing.
(Formerly "Five times Shawn lies to be comforted by Lassiter, and one time he doesn't have to.")
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- Part 1 of A Dose of Disillusion
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