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he is a boy and he is young, so young by cat_spoon
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
05 Aug 2024
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Armand doesn’t understand it, this strange language that they’ve learned without him.
Daniel letting Louis squeeze his throat, bite his neck; so certain that they are just playing, that he is not in danger. Always giggling to each other in between moans and slaps and bites, some esoteric joke that Armand cannot understand the humour of.
In these moments they slip away, into each other, and Armand is not needed for anything.
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give the dog a treat before you take him out back and shoot him by cat_spoon
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
16 Mar 2024
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Later, Daniel will struggle to remember what he sees in this moment. He might recall the vampire lunging at him, aiming for his neck with teeth ready to bite.
In the late hazy nights where his mind holds less inhibition, he may think that the vampire was reaching for his shoulders, trying to find something to grab hold of so that he wouldn’t fall.
On exactly one occasion he’ll contemplate the idea that the vampire was leaning in for a kiss. He will immediately discard the thought as proof that he needs to lower his dopamine prescription.
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star-crossed something or others by thegreenempty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Under the leadership of Ilya, the Rozanov Syndicate exploded onto the international drug and finance scene right around the time FBI-hopeful Shane Hollander was caught up on the periphery of a Russian mob hit. It's an opportunity for the FBI to get a man in deep cover. It's an opportunity for Shane to do something great, write history (like he was supposed to do in hockey). It's all perfect.
But sometimes the stars don't align for the reasons you suspect, and loyalty looks a lot different when you're down in the trenches with the man you love.
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An undercover Shane/crime boss Ilya AU. There will be violence, there will be emotional pain, and there will be yearning.
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14 Feb 2026
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Shane thought love meant safety. Ilya thought love meant control.
When secrets surface and choices are stolen, Shane is forced to confront the truth about the man he loves and the empire that comes with him. In a world where protection looks like possession and devotion comes at a cost, walking away may be just as dangerous as staying.
Some loves don’t let go. Some don’t survive the truth.
A dark, emotionally charged story about love, power, agency, and the dangerous question: can you have both roots and wings?
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14 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander has always loved hockey, but being a trans man made playing the sport professionally complicated. Instead, he found a way to stay close to the game he loves, working as a physical therapist for some of the league’s top teams.
When star player Ilya Rozanov takes an interest in him, Shane is determined to keep his distance, afraid of revealing the secret he’s worked so hard to protect.
The only problem? Shane can’t deny that he’s taken an interest in Ilya too.
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06 Feb 2026
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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
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28 Jan 2026
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Day-to-Day (Upper Body) by ReedP0int
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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The past summer should have left Shane Hollander at his strongest. Married and heading into his second season with the Centaurs. But as training camp approaches, strange symptoms begin to follow him everywhere: nausea that comes and goes, crushing hunger, a tightening in his chest, an ache low in his back, and a quiet, growing sense that something in his body has slipped out of his control.
Shane knows his body. He has always known it.
And once the truth comes crashing in, he won’t be able to hide from anything anymore.
Not from his teammates. Not from the season.Not from the family he didn’t know he was already carrying.
Not even from Ilya.
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hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb
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- Part 1 of Day-to-Day (Upper Body) Series
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17 Jan 2026