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"Dean was in sixth grade when he went on his first and only school trip."
[post-canon fic wherein everyone is living, laughing and loving. mostly taking place in dean's brain, but we can get comfy in there for a sec; he's made room for all of us on the nobodybelievesyou bisexual couch.]
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Sam can't bear to tell people about Dean's death so he lights the pyre with only himself and Miracle as witness. That night he video calls Eileen, a mess, and three days later she's helping Sam host a celebration of life.
[previously posted to twitter]
Another very short finale fix-it that I wrote Nov 29th when I was still fuming over the blurry wife. -
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So Dean had a plan to make a plan. As soon as this was over (the amount of times he's said to himself are innumerable, but this time - believe him - he means it) he was going to lay all his shit bare for Cas and ask him to stay. He was going to carve out the ugliest parts of himself for Cas to see and then line his heart up right next to all that crap.
But now - Now, things were going to shit, and quicker than usual. Death has her grip on his heart and they’re backed into a corner, him and Cas. It’s their own fucking fault because, of course, the best warded room is the one with only one entrance. Which is all fine and dandy until that means only one exit.
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The first time Donnie runs into Dean Remington outside happy hour is a bizarre event.
[Donnie meets Dean and a friend (?) at the local butchershop.]
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- Part 4 of Barkeep POV
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The good times are here (forever) and Dean's looking for someone to share them with.
[Writing this gave me a little peace, and I hope it can do the same for you.]
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Snapshots from the life of Donnie the bartender as he interacts with some of our favourite characters from SPN.
Is he friends with a serial killer?
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When will he finally get the vacation he deserves?
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It would be very inconvenient for Castiel to get a crush on Claire's foster parent.
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16 Nov 2021
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“We did good, Dean,” Sam says. “We got him back.”
Dean huffs a hollow laugh, because yeah, that’s always what it’s about, isn’t it? Cas or Sam or Dean getting themselves lost or dead, and then taking turns dragging each other back from the brink. He shrugs, shoving his hands into his pockets.
“We got him back, yeah,” he says. Sam nods, watching him. “So now what?”
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23 Oct 2021
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Rainflower, or Zephyranthes.
I love you back.
I have to atone for my sins.
I'll never forget you.
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11 Mar 2017
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A 14.13 Lebanon rewrite. When Dean uses a wish-granting pearl to try and kill the archangel Michael before he can escape the cage in Dean's head, they instead wind up with a newly-resurrected John Winchester.
It's been more than a decade since John died, and a lot has changed: Mary is alive, Sam and Dean have what passes for a proper home in the Men of Letters Bunker, and they're living with angels. John doesn't know angels are real, he doesn't know about the fragile new relationship between Dean and Castiel, and most of all, he doesn't know that Dean said yes to Michael, or that Dean's plan to defeat Michael would send him to a fate worse than death.
Now Dean must contend with both his father asking questions he can't answer, and his loved ones learning about the darker truths of his childhood, all while constantly battling the archangel trapped inside him. But Dean coming to terms with his history may be the difference between this being the beginning of a journey—or the end.
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- Part 2 of a triptych of dean/cas
- Part 3 of the greatest works, liz edition
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13 Jun 2021
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i want to do with you (what spring does with cherry trees) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
29 Apr 2021
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Dean keeps going back.
When he arrives, it's always to blooming flowers and a windmill in the background, not too far from a brook, the sun painting the plains.
He likes it there. He likes to stand in front of the makeshift urn and check that it's still where he put it, switching out the flowers when they wilt. He likes to listen to the sound of birds chirping, insects singing, the faint sound of water trickling in the distance. He likes to turn his face up and feel the sun on his skin, wondering if Cas would do the same if he were here, somehow knowing that he would.
He likes to talk.
There's never a response, but Dean feels the breeze rustle through his hair and watches the flowers bob when bees come to them and stares as the windmill keeps turning, turning, turning. And he imagines that Cas is replying—the windmill is the tilted head, the bobbing flowers are a gentle smile, the breeze is whatever words Dean wants to hear at the time.
Sometimes, it's almost like he's there.
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