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  1. Rec 3

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    When she climbs, bracing herself where she can, testing shelves not built for small hands or a bigger show of caution, he is there instinctively.

    When she stretches, he steadies.

    When she falters, he is already reaching up, heart lodged somewhere in his throat—not with fear, but awe.

    It feels inevitable.

    Or,
    Pure Vanilla Cookie, and White Lily Cookie.

    The many times they are entirely inseparable, and the time that comes to separate them for good.

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    08 Feb 2026

  2. Rec *

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    The God of Deceit was once a god who danced through truth like a flame through old parchment—destructive, beautiful, inevitable. But that was before the fae turned their backs. Before they bound him in this tree, with chains etched in runes that gnawed through flesh and soul alike.

    Now he is stillness. Now he is silence. Now he is Shadow Milk—the god no one remembers, watching the world like a man at the bottom of a well watches the light too far above to reach.

    And so he waits.

    Through the thin membrane of reality, where the veil is weakest, he sees the world. He sees the golden fields stretching in humble simplicity, dotted with the flicker of sheep. He sees the hill, where wildflowers bloom with such audacity they seem to challenge the sky.

    And there, in the middle of it all—white as a breath, still as a prayer—is the shepherd. Pure Vanilla.

    ...

    Pure Vanilla thinks of his flock as he dies. He thinks of Dandelion. He thinks of warm bread and honey. Of sun on his face. Of the feeling of grass beneath his feet.

    Death is not merciful, it is not quick.

    The shepherd bleeds, and The God of Deceit does not intervene.

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    31 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    A soft undoing.

    Under the cover of a bleeding sunset, one healer has turned into a vampire; fleeing his home and condemning himself as a monster. He wishes to hide away forever; fighting a new host of instincts that tell him to harm those he loves. However, he cannot go peacefully.

    For his best friend is persistent and above all else, stubborn.

    She will not let him waste away on his own.

    Though throughout a journey of repentance and self-loathing, she comes to find that taking care of another soul can push you far past your limits.

    But the road ahead can be so full of tender fleeting moments, it may be worth the cost of ruination.

    Perhaps there is no saving either of them, and perhaps that is ok.

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    28 Jan 2026

  4. Rec 10

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    After defeating the illusion of Truthless Recluse, White Lily once again comes face to face with her oldest friend.

    Pure Vanilla Cookie.

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    29 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    Zanka plants his feet and bends slightly, taking what he knows is a futile battle stance, his hold on Lovely Assistaff so tight that he can feel the wood grain leaving imprints on the palms of his hands.

    He sucks in a breath. Holds it. Exhales.

    Zanka may be an average joe, but he won't be—won't die—a coward.

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    or, chapter 152 of the manga, from Zanka's POV.

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    11 Oct 2025