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Starlight, Parabellum by theunbearablelightnessofbeeing
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
22 Feb 2026
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Anya Forger has lived five lives. In every single one, Damian Desmond becomes Prime Minister, delivers a stirring yet ill-advised speech, and declares a war nobody asked for.
This life, Anya opts out. She ignores politics, eats pastries, and lets history ruin itself without her involvement. That ends when she saves Damian’s life, and he responds like any sensible future warlord would: by proposing immediately. Now she’s engaged to the man who’ll destroy the world, and worse, her plan to do nothing with her life has gone off the rails.
It’s all going surprisingly well, aside from the constant sense she’s being outmanoeuvred in a game nobody wants to admit they’re playing.
Si vis pacem, para bellum.
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12 Feb 2026
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The Bar Closes at 100 Seconds to Midnight by theunbearablelightnessofbeeing
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
07 Dec 2025
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Damian Desmond wakes up with a hangover, a migraine, and an elevator intercom that cheerily informs him he’s dead, which is certainly a bold claim to make before breakfast.
The afterlife is a cocktail lounge. The bartender is Anya Forger, the girl he bullied, secretly loved, and spent six years destroying himself over after she was murdered. She doesn’t remember him. Instead, she offers him drinks, stickers, and no explanations. He offers the emotional stability of a rotting bookshelf.
He’s not ready to choose his next life. He’s not ready to let go.
He’s definitely not ready to fall in love with her all over again.
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12 Feb 2026
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"You're asking permission to cheat on me."
Jason had spent the last three days researching open marriages. He'd looked into a ton of online forums and searched up success stories (and maybe also looked up the difference between open marriages and polygamy). He put together a pretty cohesive argument to present to Chrissy, then sat her down after she'd finished cleaning up dinner to have the conversation.
Just to gauge her interest.
The problem? She wasn't getting it.
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05 Feb 2026
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Chloe led a perfectly ordinary life, and she was satisfied with her lot. She had friends and family, a hobby or two, and a decent job as a waitress. Things were fine. Until business magnate Jean Girardi noticed her, and nothing would ever be ordinary again.
OR: Hot DILF rails girl on a whim.
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02 Feb 2026
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“I’m gonna make a rule right here and now,” Wayne says from behind him. “There’s not gonna be any of what you should’ve done, because there was nothing you could’ve done. You ain’t gonna blame yourself for any of this mess.”
Eddie seizes upon the opportunity to deflect.
“Well shit, now that it’s a rule,” he murmurs.
// Eddie, who's been working his way up kitchen ranks, returns to Hawkins in 1991 to care for Wayne. A story about grief, loss, love, and finding your people in the process. Plus some damn good food. Chef!Eddie, is that the way we phrase it?
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22 Jan 2026