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Adam und Leo haben sich in 15 Jahren verändert, aber auch irgendwie nicht.
Paralellen zwischen heute und damals am Song Silver Spoon von Erin LeCount.Bookmarked by billplotts
17 Feb 2025
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Leo, Pia, Adam und Esther.
Jede*r von ihnen erlebt es anders; das Ende vom Ende der Nacht.
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05 Feb 2025
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Wie das ist, wenn einem die Sehnsucht ein Loch in die Seele brennt by wegoodandevilthings
Fandoms: Tatort, Tatort (TV 1970)
26 Jan 2025
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Nach der Explosion reden Adam und Pia. Leo ist auch da, zwischen ihnen.
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28 Jan 2025
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He lay in bed at night and he wished he didn’t, but he thought about Buck. Wondered who was touching Buck. Who was seeing him in that way. He wondered if Buck felt satisfied at the end of it or if he just felt more alone. He wondered if Buck needed him and wasn’t saying so.
He wondered what it must be like to have Buck that way. To hold him close, to hear the sounds he’d let slip when he was too distracted to be in his own head. He wondered how he’d look when he came undone, and if the person he was with could even begin to fathom how lucky they were.
But no, Buck just went back to eating his cereal, like he hadn’t just confessed to something that made Eddie’s whole body burn with too many feelings to articulate.
He was humming, happy as a pig in mud.
And as weird as he’d been with Eddie, Eddie found himself asking: “Sorry, are you humming Losing My Religion?”
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Buck fucks, Eddie befriends a priest, and the whole thing burns to the ground.
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26 Dec 2024
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Buck had barely given his heart rate a chance to slow back down to a regular speed, before Eddie whacked him in the arm a few times and pointed upwards. He followed his finger to see that the screen above them, in the centre of the arena, was displaying the words "KISS CAM" over and over, prompting a loud cheer from the audience.
Because Kiss Cams were a thing that happened at sporting events. Right.
This was exactly why Buck hated live sports.
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or, buck takes eddie to that lakers game, after all.
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01 Dec 2024
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Buck looks at Eddie, for the first time in eight years. The changes in his face aren’t as drastic as they were for Chris – Eddie didn’t have puberty to get through. But his age shows, in the crows feet around his eyes and the slight frown lines. Before he left, Eddie was still in shape for working in the LAFD. Eddie looks – softer. Buck has no doubt he’s kept up with his fitness, but being CPAT-ready is a different deal.
And despite himself – Buck thinks Eddie looks good. It’s like a pang in his chest, when he finally lets himself acknowledge it. Eddie is older but just as handsome, even though he looks as awkward as Buck feels. His traitorous heart does a little flip, like there’s a chance of anything happening.
or: Buck hasn’t seen Christopher Diaz in eight years – not since his dad moved back to El Paso, breaking Buck’s heart in the process. He’s surprised Christopher wants anything to do with him when he moves back to Los Angeles for college, but Christopher is adamant on reconnecting. But with Christopher comes Eddie, and Buck has to contend with the fact that he never got over him.
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29 Nov 2024
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Eddie: Did you just send me an email??
Buck: yeah lol
Eddie: Why…
I dont think you’ve ever emailed me actual words before. Just stuff to print when your printer is broken
Buck: did you read it?
Eddie: Not yet
Too busy trying to figure out why the fuck you’re emailing me
Buck: just read it dude 🙄
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28 Nov 2024
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Christopher never comes home from El Paso. After six months, Eddie decides to follow him, and won't let Buck come along.
Thirteen years later, Christopher--now an adult about to get married--tries to fix what was broken.
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26 Nov 2024
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Maddie has her forehead against her hands, which are clasped in what looks to be prayer. “Okay, so – hang on, so Eddie’s gay?”
“Yeah.” Buck can’t believe they’re doing this again.
“And he told you he was in love with you.”
“Right,” Buck says.
“And you…” Maddie peeks up at him. “You’re in love with him?”
“Absolutely.”
Maddie draws in a long breath, and she splits her hands to pillow her face. “But you turned him down and told him you wanted to wingman for him instead?”
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Eddie confesses. Buck handles it poorly.
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19 Nov 2024
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There's an itch between his shoulder blades when Buck talks about Tommy, when Buck asks Eddie if he wants to join the two of them for a drink after work, when Buck smiles at a text message and Eddie knows it's from Tommy. His stomach had been twisted in knots for half of Maddie and Chim's wedding, watching the two of them.
There's only one awful, inevitable conclusion: Eddie isn't actually as comfortable with Buck's coming out as he thought he was. Which is, frankly, unacceptable.
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10 Nov 2024
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20 Oct 2024
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“I should probably go,” Buck says.
Lightning flashes in the window behind him— brilliant, fleeting, dangerous. The sky, in response, groans with thunder.
“Stay,” Eddie urges. “At least until the storm passes.”
Something comes over Buck’s face for a moment. Reluctance telegraphed by the furrow of his brow; sadness resting in the downward corners of his mouth. Eddie sees the exact moment Buck concedes. That’s the worst part about breaking up with someone you know better than yourself, he thinks. Neither of them can hide from the other.
Two weeks after Eddie breaks up with Buck, a storm traps the two of them together.
(Written for 9-1-1 Gotcha for Gaza.)
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10 Oct 2024
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High school AU. Grantaire the disaffected stoner is pulled into a cause bigger than himself. Or: in which there are pretend boyfriends for great justice.
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04 Sep 2024
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“I really shouldn’t do this over the phone—on a fucking voicemail, of all things, but I—”
Eddie breaks off with a choked noise. He’s sitting in the parking lot of Trader Joe’s, for Christ’s sake. Peak of romance, Diaz, he thinks, and then laughs. Buck deserves so much better than this. Then him. But Frank said be brave, and Eddie is—really, really fucking trying.
“But I love you. I’m in love with you. And I want you to come home.”
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24 Aug 2024
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“Have a great day at school, buddy. Don’t forge any sick notes for a while, your dad’s going to be suspicious of you now. Love, Buck.”
He slips it in the packed lunch he put away for Chris in the fridge, and then pauses. He pushes the fridge door wider, and smiles. Grabs the pen, writes another note. Satisfied, he tucks it into another packed lunch, and heads back to the living room.
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Buck starts leaving notes for Eddie. Eddie writes notes for Buck right back. They were always going to end up writing their own love story.
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03 Aug 2024
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Really, it was Lena’s fault. She’d been the one to demand a video when Eddie had finally caved and sent an SOS to the group chat asking if anyone was willing to trade.
“Is anyone interested in trading jerseys with me? Preferably for a smaller size,” Eddie had said because knowing his coworkers, one of them would’ve been a smart ass and gave him an even bigger size. “I ordered an XL because I’m usually a XL but… the way it fits makes me look like I’m fucking one of the players.”
Eddie wasn't trying to go viral. He just wanted to trade his jersey. But then something called Booktok got involved.
Bartender!Eddie Diaz x Hockey Player!Evan Buckley
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08 Jul 2024
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pauses, then says you're my best friend (you knew what it was) by instantcaramel
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Jul 2024
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bbuckley: well chim got called into work because SOMEONE – @ragingravi – got food poisoning last night so now maddie can’t come to taylor
bbuckley: it’s okay i just pouted at @ediaz118 until he agreed to come
ediaz118: god help me i have lost control of my ability to say no to @bbuckley
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buck drags eddie to a taylor swift concert. wackiness ensues.
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- Part 1 of everybody's so punk on the internet
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04 Jul 2024
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On the screen, the camera pans down as they introduce the contestants. Mary, on her 3rd day winning streak, is a dowdy teacher type. Center stage is occupied by a graying man with loopy handwriting named Auggie. And all the way to the right is…
Evan.
Damn.
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One night when Eddie can't sleep, he discovers the hottest Jeopardy contestant of all time (objectively). With the "help" of his team and his fairly good working knowledge of Twitter, they devise a plan to get Evan (from Jeopardy) to slide into Eddie's DMs. It works surprisingly well.
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03 Jul 2024
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Chris wants his dad. He wants his bed. But he can't have those yet, and he and Dad never really text because if Dad’s not working they’re usually together or one of them is too busy to text, so texting Dad feels weird, but Buck… He can text Buck.
do you think it was a good thing for Pandora to keep hope in the box?
The little dots pop up immediately, which Chris wasn’t expecting.
I’m not sure. I do know that it technically wasn’t a box, it was a pithos, which is like a big jar they used for storage. Box is a mistranslation, but it became so widely used that we all just roll with it now.
It’s a very classic Buck response. The dots keep going.
On that note, “hope” isn’t an exact translation either. Another way that people translate it is “deceptive expectation.” Hope isn’t necessarily deceptive, and we tend to use it in a positive way, so it’s maybe not the BEST word to use, but I guess in English we don’t have a better one for “deceptive expectation” and “hope” sounds pithier.
Deceptive expectation. Huh.
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30 Jun 2024
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Buck overhears a conversation between Eddie, Hen, and Chim and misunderstands it all.
Or, the one where Buck thinks Eddie’s only asked him on a date for practice.
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21 Jun 2024