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Dean just doesn't move, standing still, frozen. He hears the words repeating in his mind and it hurts - Lisa is dead, Lisa is dead, Lisa is dead, Lisa is dead. Dean doubts that he can say that out loud. He doesn't try. He heard her voice four days ago and everything was fine, as much as her voice was sad and in pain, she was fine and Ben—
Ben.
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Lisa dies and Ben is orphaned, alone and helpless. Dean does what he has done once and never ceased to be - to be the boy's father.
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The silence lasts for a long time. But the next thing you know is that there is the fullness of the sound of the birds and the next, a low whisper.
"Bad day?" Shi De's voice is hoarse and even so, it looks beautiful.
Shi De doesn't press him for an answer. He doesn't know how he deserved it, how he did to find someone who did as well in his bad days as he did, but did. Found it. And Shu Yi can't help but be relieved to have him. Call him your own.
"My haha would be fifty."
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A compilation of stories that we would like to see from Shu Yi and Gao Shi De.
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Not so Easy (But we'll get there) by beinpaz
Fandoms: เพราะรักใช่ป่าว | Why R U?: The Series (TV)
29 Aug 2023
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Fighter is tired after an early day at work and all he wants most is to have Tutor in his arms. It's not what happens when you come back, nor what you expect. But Fighter takes care of him, as he always does.
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❝You're going to die.
The reality is simple, raw and painful.
And that's just a fact, Cho Hani.❞
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My house could never be your home and I could, you never promised me to stay.
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Only one person may come.
Only one person will die.
The person who loves her most can choose to give their life for her, or choose to let her die.
If the police are called, she will be killed.
If anyone else finds out, she will be killed.
Only the one who loves her most can take her place.
There were instructions. A place to go, alone.
A very clear stipulation that the location was being watched. That if you were bugged, or tracked, or followed, Maddie would die.
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A serial killer kidnaps Maddie and leaves a note for the person who loves her most to trade places with her. Buck is only too willing to be the one to do it. Split POV Buck and Maddie.
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- Part 1 of The Bravery Game
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19 Jan 2026
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there’s no duo i love most than maddie and buck, your honor they’re sisters and brothers and mother and son!!
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The words hit the back of Buck’s neck and slid down his spine with the drops of the cold sweat collecting in the small of his back. The weight on Buck’s chest was an echo of what it used to be but still as suffocating as before when those words whirled around on repeat every time someone looked too long, looked too closely.
“He’s fine,” Hen had said to Bobby that day he’d come in sporting a bruise on his face and lying through his teeth about some bullshit with a bicycle.
The day Hen had lied for him too.
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“I love you, Buck,” Maddie said instead. “I love you so much.”
"Why?" Buck sobbed.
Because you were my world when I needed to see the light again.
She didn’t say that. It was too close to the truth she’d long since swallowed away… Just like their parents had taught them.
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Five times Maddie was there for Buck when their parents should have been and One time Buck was there for her.
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01 Jan 2026
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my favorite sibilings and people and everything!
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“Maddie,” Chim said. “I abandoned our daughter at a fire station to go fire her pediatrician but I’m going back for her now.”
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Five Times Buck was an Amazing Uncle and One Time Chim Made Sure Everyone Knew It.
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01 Jan 2026
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ugh, i love uncle Buck and i a love Chim & Bucks friendship!
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"Eds."
Eddie twists his head around to look at Buck. "Yeah?"
Buck slightly sways on his feet and a mumbled word leaves his lips. "Catch me."
And Buck's knees go weak as his eyes flutter close, for the second time today.
Almost like an instinct, Eddie takes one full step and holds Buck— Buck's head lolling against his chest and his form completely pliant, and he makes the two of them sit on the ground.
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Buck passes out. Repeatedly.
No.19. Repeatedly Passing Out
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- Part 7 of Whumptober 2022
Bookmarked by beinpaz
01 Jan 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
somehow its my favorite thing buck ending in eddies arms