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    Pomni, despite everything, has settled into a routine amidst the constant daily cacophony and chaos of the digital circus, one she desperately keeps to preserve that fragile, ever-doubtful shred of humanity that still manages to exist within her. She tries to, anyway even if certain bunny-eared castmates were seemingly determined to do everything in their power to disturb said routine, and make her wonder whether the urge to fight to keep something genuine alive in a fake, plastic world is really worth it after all.

    When Caine's newest adventure sends the troupe on a ski resort day trip, however, she may finally get the answers she's been waiting for. Whether they'll be exactly what she's been hoping for, however, is another question entirely.

    Or, the one where Jax and Pomni have another fight, get stuck on a ski lift, and things pretty much spiral from there.

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  2. Public Bookmark 87

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    "He took a quiet minute just to look at her. Even with the intubation and all the other medical shit she was hooked up to, she still looked beautiful. He promised himself silently that if she ever woke up, he was going to tell her that.

    When, he corrected himself. When she woke up."
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    Six months ago, they all escaped the circus, and everyone woke up but Christine. All Felix wants is for her not to be alone, and maybe to help get her back on her feet when she finally comes back to them. Because she's his friend, and because he wouldn't have gotten out without her. Definitely not because he has feelings for her...
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    Fic and chapter titles are from Not A Lullaby by The Weepies
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    03 Feb 2026

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    An unsettling crackling fills her ears and a sharp electric feeling buzzes through her veins. Her stomach flips, and the feeling of falling overtakes her senses. A wave of darkness fades in and out of her vision. She gasps desperately as her senses come back. Forehead on the ground she takes in the feeling of crusted old carpet fibers under her skin. Her eyes flutter open to an old office room, papers scattered about. She slowly brings her calloused fingertips to her face, holding it tightly. “What the fuck?” She whispers, glancing around. She’s met with an old computer with an absurdly colorful screen.

    tldr; everyone escapes the circus but has no memory of it :)

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    31 Jan 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    Pomni visits Jax’s room in the middle of the night because she can’t sleep, and what was supposed to be just a hang out in his room turns into a comfort session between the two of them. Pomni learns Jax cares more than he lets on.

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    purring jax!

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Jax stares at the white screen. To think it gave them hope just moments before. To think he-

    He stares at the table, the buttons in his peripheral. His head is buzzing, he wants to laugh, he wants to cry, he wants to get out of here.

    It’s horribly, horribly quiet.

    “I really thought…” Gangle whimpers.

    He can feel eyes burning into his back. He doesn’t want to do this right now. Not again.

    Not that anyone cares what he wants.

    Zooble’s voice bounces into his ear. “What the [BOINK!] was that, Jax?” they seethe.

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