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    Anyway, he thought as he drove to the rink. We were never together, and we’re extra not together now. He would not be letting that man see every inch of him and carry him to bed from his shower floor. He would not let him kiss his earlobe, which he liked to do every time for some reason. He was certainly not going to let him scan every inch of his body anymore. So whether there was something under the surface, spilled out messy guts getting stains on everything, Ilya wouldn’t know about it.

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    Strong CW for eating disorder behavior and description. Content is of someone in active disorder and not in recovery, and specific behaviors and routines are mentioned.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    SEQUEL TO 'LITTLE ONE (OUR MALYSHKA)'

    In which Shane and Ilya adjust to having a teenage daughter.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, get loved.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya?”

    “I-I need to go back. To Russia.”

    “What?!” Shane reared back, taking away the comforting warmth of his hands on Ilya’s cheeks.

    “No, lyubimiy. Not for always. Just for… I don’t know. Maybe couple weeks?”

    “Why, what’s going on?”

    “Alexei… he’s….”

    “Alexei? I thought you said you weren’t helping him anymore. What did he do this time?”

    “He… he died.”

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  5. Public Bookmark 76

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    A few years after Shane and Ilya's wedding, Andrei Rozanov dies and leaves his young daughter, Katerina Andreiovna Rozanova, parentless. She's supposed to go to her next-of-kin, but the Russian government is making it hard for the husbands to gain guardianship.
    They have to fight to get their niece, and they will do whatever it takes to bring her home.

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    15 Feb 2026

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