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I cannot be him, but I can be me (is that enough?) by ira_writes
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
09 Jul 2025
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And despite that... Kaveh is… “Lovesick?”
Kaveh’s hands move to cover his face, palms muffling his words as he mutters, “It’s—not quite like that.”
“Well, the ‘sick’ aspect is accurate, at least.”
“No shit,” Kaveh snorts. “The ‘love’ component, though—it’s, uh—”
“You’re not in love?”
He coughs. “The greenhouse in my lungs begs to differ. I—it’s more that my body is mourning a love it knows can’t ever be requited.”
For all the negative feelings Alhaitham’s encountered over the past twelve hours, the sensation that creeps through him now is…
Unfamiliar.
Unknowable.
Despite all the languages he’s fluent in, Alhaitham is unable to conjure a word or phrase with which he can immediately label it. He just knows that whatever this feeling is, it’s unbelievably unpleasant. Like his body is stationary, yet his internal organs are plummeting into the Abyss.
“You love someone who doesn’t love you back?” he asks after a moment.
Kaveh has Hanahaki. That much is known. But who he loves, and whether Alhaitham will be able to save him, is up in the air.
(Haikavah vs. Hanahaki vs. A/B/O dynamics)
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11 Feb 2026
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the flower crimson rain sought. by nik_nimmi
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon)
17 Oct 2024
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A reluctant bride, an angered goddess of love and a nefarious creature promised as groom.
Of course Xie Lian gets caught in the middle, and somehow finds himself married to the infamous Ghost King.
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01 Jan 2026
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That Can Be Arranged by kianspo
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Dec 2025
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"You're selling me for money? Your own child?"
A modern arranged marriage AU. Xie Lian's family's business is on the verge of failing. Hua Cheng has money and a horrible reputation. A match made in heaven? Well, it's certainly been made somewhere... Are reluctant marriage partners the next power couple or a train wreck waiting to happen? Spoiler: they're Hualian, so likely both?
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26 Dec 2025
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I’m an alpha, not your bitch! by elav_exo
Fandoms: 逆爱 | Revenged Love (TV), 逆袭 - 柴鸡蛋 | Counterattack - Chai Jidan
16 Jan 2026
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Wu SuoWei is an alpha despite the incredulous looks he receives whenever he states his designation. Apparently, his scent, his build is not alpha-like. He scoffs at those comments but they have worn him down to the point of using scent blockers. Going through life as an unassuming beta is so much better, yet his girlfriend of 3 years breaks up with him.
She leaves him for another alpha and then another richer one, Chi Cheng, that seems to want to ruin every opportunity SuoWei has. Well no matter, he can get back at them both. All he needs to do is seduce Chi Cheng. Them both being alphas might pose a challenge, but SuoWei doesn't mind. After all, what he'll reap will be worth it.
Or, SuoWei is an alpha trying to get back his girlfriend by stealing her current alpha. It goes better than expected considering they're both alphas but because of that, they won't last long... right?
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09 Nov 2025
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Five Hundred Miles From Home by Crimsonflower
Fandoms: 逆爱 | Revenged Love (TV), 逆袭 - 柴鸡蛋 | Counterattack - Chai Jidan
29 Aug 2025
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“Because.. because…” He tries to form the words, the disoriented thoughts make it difficult to identify what he says next, “By the time you come, I’ll be gone.”
The cries of Xiao Shuai turn into frantic wails. He’s saying something. He’s asking for something. He’s crying into the phone and begging for his— Suowei’s— life.
But Suowei doesn’t hear a word, having lost his consciousness already, with nothing more than an illusive memory of Chi Cheng’s voice whispering to him.
“Da bao, did you ever love me?”
“Chi Cheng, I’ll love you until the day I die.”
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Wu Suowei never gets visited by Chi Cheng the day of his mother’s funeral. Instead he’s left hopelessly slipping through the phases of life until the strength to go on leaves him. He did not expect for it to become a lesson on just how loved he is.
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09 Nov 2025