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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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13 Feb 2026
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ilyuca81 (otherwise known as lucarozanov) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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lucarozanov
if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though
Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.
Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.
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30 Jan 2026
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in somnis veritas by Brittnodo for Taidamn
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
25 Dec 2025
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Martin thinks a toy sword will beckon Henry down a path of great ruin. Radzig thinks he's gone a little mad.
Or, the crumbling remains of a friendship and two men forever bound by a child they both love.
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26 Dec 2025
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Arthur is cursed to obey Merlin’s orders.
Obviously this has very little impact on their lives, since no servant would ever dare give orders to a prince.
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16 Dec 2025
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“When you said the Sorceress didn’t spell you. You were lying. I know you were, you did that weird nose flare thing you do when you lie. What did she do, Arthur?”
Arthur tensed. Did he really have such a tell? Damn Merlin and always being able to read Arthur like children’s book. “It doesn’t matter,” Arthur sighed in defeat, “She tried to something but it clearly didn’t work. I’m perfectly fine, as Gaius said, and when she finished speaking, she collapsed to the ground, dead. Her magic backfired and killed her instead of me, I suppose.”
He purposefully left out the part about the gold and the touch and the constant buzzing beneath his skin. He was sure it was nothing, and he knew it would only worry Merlin further.
When out with his Knights and Merlin, Arthur is targeted by a vengeful Sorceress (per usual), and struck by a spell with...Unusual effects. Dangerous effects. Faced with a fearful challenge, a treasonous secret to keep, Arthur let's Merlin in to help him, only to discover Merlin could help more than he would have thought.
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12 Dec 2025
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For Death is a Black Knight by FallenBrie
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
07 Oct 2025
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“You’re a real hero, Kit,” William cackles. “Saved Lord Capon’s life, you should be knighted for it.” He smacks a large hand on the younger man’s back, making him yelp.
“What is he talking about?” Jacob asks.
Thomas shakes his head, “It’s a story some of the soldiers tell-“
“Lord Capon is cursed,” William interrupts. “The Black Knight will have his revenge!”
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Outsider POV. Lord Hans Capon leads a company of men on a long march to Moravia. It's going just fine until a bandit steals his armor, and now all of Bohemia thinks he's dead.
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12 Dec 2025
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Merlin spends fifteen hundred years waiting for Arthur's return.
Luckily, he doesn't have to wait alone.
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06 Dec 2025
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A Short List of Things Hans Capon Knows by nebulaad
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
31 Jul 2025
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"Jesus Christ, I'm coming—" The door opened and Henry took Capon in. He was in his braies, his wheat-brown hair dishevelled and nettle-green eyes bleary as he squinted, trying to comprehend why Henry was standing in his doorway in the wee hours. "Hal? You look like shit."
"Did you know?" he asked, breathless.
"Did I know what?" He leaned against the doorway, bracing himself and letting his arms tense. On another man, Henry might have taken it for a sign of aggression—Hans was just showing off, a toothy grin on his face.
"Did you fucking know?" he shouted, and Hans quickly went pale.
"Are you fucking insane? Keep your voice down, you complete barbarian."
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- Part 2 of Et Nos Cedamus Amori
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27 Nov 2025
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In which Merlin wakes up and chooses violence, and decides not to rethink that choice.
Or: Merlin realizes that, if he's going to keep Arthur safe and keep his magic a secret, he will have to get a little bit physical. Arthur has to rethink everything in existence when he's suddenly forced to confront the fact that Merlin can fight, and is in fact, bloody dangerous
Or: The author randomly thought "Murder Twink Merlin" while re-watching the show, and decided it was his mission in life to make that a tag.
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- Part 1 of Murder Twink! Merlin
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23 Nov 2025
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Corpore Sano by Titlark for spectral_catsith
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
19 Nov 2025
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For thirty years, Henry has stood at the door as Hans's bodyguard — his sentinel, shadow, protector. His body bears the cost: scars hardened into stone, pain hidden behind silence, devotion carried alone. When Hans discovers the truth, fury and tenderness collide.
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20 Nov 2025
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Arthur makes Merlin a lord, and Merlin does an astonishingly good job of running a village.
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19 Nov 2025
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Birdhouse in your soul by Good_old_fashioned_lover_girl
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
16 Nov 2025
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Sir Hans Capon has grown into a lonely man. Sad, bitter, and far from the happy, mindless Lordling he used to be; having never found anyone to ever truly love him.
Until Rattay gets a new Captain of the Guards. Henry of Skalitz- quiet, hardened by years of endless battles; having never met anyone to love after losing his home.
They meet. And, throughout the months, they bring each other back to life again.
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17 Nov 2025
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"You didn't hear, then?" The man released a delighted, incredulous laugh, unknowingly drawing attention from neighbouring tables. The din in the tavern quietened. The scrape of cutlery and squeak of bar stools ceased as heads tilted towards them and ears pricked curiously. "It's only the biggest scandal of King Uther's magic-hating reign."
Arthur's hand tightened around his drink, causing the wooden flagon to creak under his grip. He glared down at the sticky, chipped veneer of the table.
"Spit it out already," the man's companion urged.
His voice dropped into a faux whisper, the way gossip-mongers always sounded when revealing an especially succulent rumour. “Prince Arthur of Camelot is a sorcerer.”
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17 Nov 2025
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but not too not familiar by rattyjol
Fandoms: Nine Worlds Series - Victoria Goddard, Lays of the Hearth-Fire - Victoria Goddard
22 Jul 2023
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On his embassy to Ysthar, Cliopher encounters a familiar busker in the Underground.
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09 Nov 2025
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“It’s just like I imagined, teaching my boy to ride.”
After the liberation of Wencelas, Radzig comes back to Rattay full of one single hope: to finally become the father he wasn't allowed to be for twenty years. But Henry has shaped himself through hardship, love, and war. He has outgrown lessons. Radzig struggles to find a new kind of fatherhood, and a place in the life of his son. Is there really nothing left for him to teach?
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03 Nov 2025
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When Henry shows no gift for combat, Radzig’s dreams for him begin to crumble. Disappointed, he tries to shape a future for him anyway. Something smaller, safer, but still honourable. But he doesn't realise Henry is already forging a future of his own.
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02 Nov 2025
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when you hold me, it holds me together by Brittnodo
Fandoms: Kingdom Come: Deliverance (Video Games)
18 Feb 2025
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On the way home back to Rattay, Henry takes the time to say goodbye to a friend.
Featuring: the world’s worst spy, Hans Capon, the world’s best dog, Mutt, and the world’s most patient herbalist, Barnaby.
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02 Nov 2025
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Henry and Sir Radzig find common ground in uncommon circumstances, and bond over tumultuous stories of love and quiet sacrifice.
(Or, Henry and Hans are painfully obvious in their affections and Radzig decides a father-son road trip is in order before he loses his mind.)
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- Part 1 of but time makes you bolder series
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02 Nov 2025
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Merlin has a secret. Arthur, it turns out, also has a secret.
It's the same secret.
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27 Oct 2025