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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    Caitlyn's eyes are staring into hers and Vi is eleven years old again, when Vander took her stargazing and taught her a trick to switch your perspective so that the stars are below you instead of above and it feels like there’s nothing at all stopping you from falling into them.

    “S’alright, Cupcake. Had worse,” Vi mumbles as her eyelids begin to flutter, but she’s not sure if that’s true. She hasn’t felt this numbness before, the one spilling all over her chest and throat and there’s a thick fog filling her mind and something is pounding harsh and fast in her ears.

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    One year since toxic gases poured through the streets of Piltover. One year since Ambessa Medarda declared Martial Law on the so-called Nation of Zaun. One year since Jayce Talis disappeared.

    Vi is below rock bottom and the stone is so soft and warm that she thinks she will stay down here, thank you very much.

    Caitlyn's new life is confusing and empty and she can't quite forget about the one person who ever helped her feel less lost.

    One night, one fight, one knife hurtles them back together and onto the run and they realise they're holding on to each other like the earth itself is moving away under their feet.

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    08 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Neon leans back against the wall again, wrapping Fade’s sleeveless jacket tightly around her body.

    “Warmer?”

    Neon nods, eyes falling closed again.

    Fade laughs under her breath. Neon’s head twitches toward the sound, and her lips fall into a frown. “You should rest. Kay/O should be here soon.”

    Neon mumbles something unintelligible and snuggles deeper into Fade’s jacket. Her rabbit-quick breathing evens out slowly but surely, and her shoulders slump with sleep.

    Fade keeps her Nightmare close and inches away from Neon as quietly as she can.

    The rain drips down onto her, and the chill sinks deep into her bones. It is comforting, grounding, numbing. It calms the growling beast beneath her skin.

    Fade watches the darkness vigilantly.

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    two gay idiots fall in love during a war

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    25 Sep 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 33

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    “Control,” she murmured, letting the word linger. “There’s a certain thrill in surrendering it. Letting someone else take the lead.”

    “No. I can’t do that,” Vi shook her head immediately.

    She really was a bad player. This had started as a drunk joke, a flirty throwaway line in a sweaty club. But Vi was having a good time. And Cait was too beautiful. Vi couldn’t walk away now.

    “Do you want me to teach you?”

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    24 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “People say sorry a lot when you lose someone,” she offers, tugging at the knot of her tie. “Fucking sucks.”

    A bad start, but it’s what comes first, when Vi thinks of her parents and Vander and the others. Death. It happens to someone else, and everyone acts like it happened to you.

    “I wish they’d just shut up,” Caitlyn says. “All of them.”

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    Reeling in the wake of her mother's death, Caitlyn navigates a new kind of darkness. Vi, impossibly guilty, keeps pulling her out of it, which isn't easy when you have a darkness of your own to contend with. Grief is loud. Fortunately, so is love.

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    22 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 79

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    “I have to go,” Vi murmurs dully.

    “Vi!” Caitlyn says, “what are you talking about?!”

    “They’re down there,” Vi continues in the same dull tone, “I have to go be with my family.”


    Caitlyn pulls Vi back from the edge.

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    31 Aug 2025