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    “...i’m sorry,” he says quietly. “i’m always telling you that you can’t change the past, but i couldn’t listen to my own words. i… had to try for you.”

    the clock chimes midnight, bringing them another day closer to september 13.

    (lu guang isn't like cheng xiaoshi: he'll collapse the universe trying to save just one person.)

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    19 Feb 2026

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    There’s nothing wrong with how Cheng Xiaoshi chooses to display his affection, really, it’s just that Lu Guang is overwhelmed and also a little terrified by the mere intensity of it. Qiao Ling doesn’t even seem to notice that anything’s changed, so maybe he’s the one being weird about it at all.

    Or: Cheng Xiaoshi is showing symptoms of being in love and Lu Guang doesn’t know what to do with himself.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Sometimes, Cheng Xiaoshi wakes up and does not know where — or who — he is.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    09 Feb 2026

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    "Can you stay?" he asks, quiet. There was a time when he used to pretend he didn't need Lu Guang's comfort after some emotional dives. Not anymore - not after all they went through. "Just for a bit."

    Lu Guang doesn't reply, doesn't sigh at Cheng Xiaoshi for being childish. He just cups both his shoulders and leads him onto standing, then directs them to the couch. There, he lets Cheng Xiaoshi lean his head against his shoulder.

    They stay like this, quiet. Cheng Xiaoshi closes his eyes, and breathes out.

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    09 Feb 2026