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    The first time it happens, Samira Mohan’s first cognizant thought is Robby can never fucking know.

    Jack Abbot has his tongue in her mouth, and between gasping breaths, Samira Mohan is thinking, Robby is going to fucking kill them.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Samira Mohan is a devotional creature. She knows her animal, more than most people do. But knowing, alone, is so rarely enough.

    The thing about being single-minded, is that it leaves room for several blindspots. And what is a blindspot, if not fertile ground for chaos to bloom?

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    Samira overhears a conversation not meant for her ears. A spiral ensues.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Denial. Robby could recite the stages of grief like a prayer. But this? No, it simply wasn’t true. He’d seen Jack, what, an hour and a half before 8:24? Jack, who’d joked about…something. What was it? Hawkeye, that was it. Jack had called Robby ‘Hawkeye.’ And then he’d left, saying he’d see him tonight. Jack had said specifically that, he’d said he’d see Robby tonight. That wasn’t…that just wouldn’t make sense.

    “No, he, uh…he’s back on duty in a couple hours, he’ll be coming in for his shift.”

    It was such an inane thing to say. Exactly the sort of thing he’d find heartrendingly innocent in the family of a patient, when delivering the bad news. Not rational. Not real. But this had to be real, Jack had to be coming in for his shift. Handover was in two hours.

    Officer Anders stepped in. “We’d like you to come down to the station with us to identify the body.”

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    Robby finds out that he's Jack's emergency contact in the worst possible way: when he's called in to identify the body.

    Can be a sequel to 'Day or Night,' but also works as a standalone. Title from 'I Was an Island' by John-Allison Weiss.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    She’s drunk on the floor of Trinity and Whitaker’s living room, and they’re talking about nudes when she admits she’s taken them, but never built up the courage to send any. That it’s always felt awkward, that she’s never felt pretty or sexy or delicate enough, that it’s always felt cringe.

    Trinity blinks at her in confusion. “But you’re hotter than the surface of the fucking sun. I’ve seen what’s under your scrubs, Samira. What do you fucking mean, not sexy enough?”

    “Seriously, have you seen yourself?” Mel asks. “You could put anyone on their knees.”

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    Samira Mohan turns thirty, decides to buy herself lingerie about it, and takes some nudes. And then she accidentally texts one of them to Jack Abbot.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    Abbot is all restraint, all talk and no bite. Samira knows he's been flirting with her, because she'd discovered weeks ago she's been flirting right back.

    And if you think about it -

    Eight months is a long time with just her fingers.

    "Jack." Samira says and the reaction it elicits immediately sets her heart pounding. Dr. Abbot - Jack - inhales sharply, eyes widening. He takes a step forward, pure instinct driven, before stopping himself. And, oh. There's a power that she suddenly feels, coursing through her veins and setting her blood on fire.

    "Walk me home?"

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    (pure smut loosely inspired by a tweet where someone said they want abbot to talk mohan through it.)

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    23 Jan 2026