areohfore
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There was only one version of him who would ever get to lay in her arms, and there were thousands more who had wished for a future just like this one. In the grand scheme of things, his troubles were irrelevant. She was everything he'd worked for, his endpoint, his happiness.
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shintaro has trouble being vulnerable. ayano is there to help.
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1. He kicks a pebble off the sidewalk in frustration. It probably wasn't meant to be, but there's a thorn in his heart that wishes it was.
2. The possibility that he actually likes her scares him. He quickly disposes of that thought; there's no need to get greedy, no need to risk what he has right now to go back to his lonely self from a few years ago.
3. Back to the wall, he dredges up memories of his one and only crush. It hurts.
4. They walk out of the classroom in silence, side by side, and he hopes that she's just as ecstatic as he is to meet again.
5. Voice strained, he whispers, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I'm just – I'm so happy."
?. Even with his perfect memory, he's afraid that this moment will flee from him. He wishes that he could feel this way forever.
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five times shintaro thinks about saying, "i love you," and the one time he does.
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His current life felt unreal. He didn't deserve any of this. He didn't deserve to get a second chance, to go to school again, to be with her. His entire life had been nothing but a series of continued mistakes, whether it was leaving Ayano to cry alone in an empty classroom or his inability to console Momo after their father's death. In all aspects, his life was a failure – no, he was a failure, yet somehow, he was here, laying in bed with his loving girlfriend on top of him.
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shintaro wonders why ayano ever fell in love him. over the course of a few hours, he finds out.
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Shintaro sighed. "I… I also made a promise to myself. That I would be nicer to the next person who treated me the way you did. I felt awful about the way I treated you. I still do. So, if this is something you really want to do, I don't mind, but…" Slowly, he looked up at Ayano's face. She radiated empathy and understanding, ready to give a soft reply to whatever he would say. "Are you sure you really want to do it with me? The person who was so mean to you and always neglected you and who acted so horribly to you?"
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ayano sleeps over at shintaro's house while rain pours outside. they share everything with each other.
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"Each of those fireworks were made weeks, maybe even months ago. They spent a long time in storage doing nothing. But here they are, putting on a show for all of us. It's just like you. You didn't waste a second in that room; you were just waiting for your time to shine, to show the world who you really are."
a late-night journey, and the emotions that follow.