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    "It didn’t hurt. It never does, the pain is what comes before, and then Felix watches it seep out of him, and numbness replaces where pain has been. The numbness is what he craves. The not-feeling. It’s what he craved then too and it did come but it didn’t work like it used to. "

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    Felix cuts himself and Chan sees it.

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    20 Oct 2022

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    It's been exactly one month since Jeongin officially became I.N, the maknae of Stray Kids and just a few more months since he started taking testosterone.

    Sadly, a side effect from T is the lack of predictability of his next period and he didn't expect it to come back the hard way.

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    13 Apr 2022

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    Juice's kid sister. The one with all the kids. They found her bleeding out in the tub. There were pills. She's in the ICU. He has to go.

    Beta'd and made legible by Spacebabe

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    05 Feb 2022

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    "What do I care? What the hell is that even supposed to mean. We're family you and me, brothers. What hurts you, hurt's me. I love ye man." ... What happened after Chibs realised what Juice had really done with that chain.

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    31 Jan 2022

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    'He was a coward. A worthless, untrustworthy, scared kid who couldn't even go through with killing himself. He didn't deserve the club, he didn't deserve his patch.
    The minutes went on, Juice knew it was too late. His ears were ringing, his body stopped fighting, and black spots clouded his vision.
    His arms fell, drooping lifelessly, his head lolled to the side, he didn't have enough strength to keep it up by himself anymore. His body sway, less violent; almost peaceful like.
    In the final moments of his consciousness, when he was finally slipping away from the world he was too afraid to live in, he saw a rapid movement of colours rushing toward him, and a distorted sound that made every inch of his body go cold.
    "JUICE-"'
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    My take of what could have happened if the branch didn't snap when Juice tried to hang himself. Set in season four though characters from later seasons will appear because I love them!!
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    I first published this in April 2018.

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    26 Jan 2022