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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    He makes it to an empty hallway. It’s quiet but he can hear the faraway buzz of usual nighttime hospital noises. He braces a hand against the wall, feeling his pulse thread faster and faster even at a stand still, he ducks his head and squeezes his eyes closed shut as curls fall over his sweating forehead.

    He hated the thoughts that circled around in his mind like a vicious whirlpool: of David laying there so deathly still and unwell, of his mother in her own bed, slumped and pale, of his father on that cold, metal table in a quiet Russian morgue. He bit back the bile that rushed up the back of his throat.

    He’d never had much luck with his own family back in Russia but he’d been welcomed so openly into Shane’s, embraced by their love, folding him in like he was one of their own — he’d just never really given any of it much thought of what it’d be like to have to lose one of them, too.

    or: david hollander has a heart attack and ilya has a lot of feelings about it

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Boodram: Rozy how the fuck do you get your google docs hacked
    Dykstra: In his defense, who the fuck hacks into google docs?
    Holmberg: Roz why are you using your work email for groceries????

    Or: Ilya Rozanov's gmail gets hacked in February 2021. To everyone's surprise, they find zero sex tapes, one Shane Hollander-shaped grocery list, and one list of travel notes.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Ilya gets injured during the Centaurs hot streak and spirals. Shane takes care of him, and has to get creative about it (aka they both have to grapple with some role reversals + Ilya gets railed for a change)

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    20 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    “So you did not take care of -” he gestures vaguely towards Shane’s groin.

    Shane shakes his head tightly. “I did not - take care of.”

    “Tsk, tsk,” Ilya says. “I will help. Just try not to come during competition, and I will take care of - you, later.”

    “Oh, please,” Shane rolls his eyes. “You think I’m going to come during a hockey competition?”

    Ilya’s expression grows more taunting before he turns to walk away. “Maybe. Maybe you are going to come watching me win a hockey competition. Untouched.”

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    20 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    If Ilya is careful, maybe he could crawl in bed beside him, throw an arm across his chest and nuzzle his face into Shane’s neck. He wants to know what it would be like to stay with him. He wants to know everything about Shane, whether he sleeps on his side or his back, whether he snores. Whether he wakes up with drool crusted to the corner of his mouth, or if he’s perfect as ever. Does he lie log-still or toss and turn.

    After a late night hookup, Shane falls asleep in Ilya’s bed. Their last Boston meeting before the tuna melt scene.

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    20 Feb 2026