15 Bookmarks by apolinaria
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Flowey wants to be alone. A certain few individuals make it hard for him.
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07 Sep 2025
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It's just a dare, right?
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25 Jun 2020
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Despite Kazuki's feverish obsession with Sarazanmai's bassist, he only ever expected to be Tooi's distant fan. But when an opportunity presents itself to get closer to the gloomy musician, Kazuki finds himself suddenly entangled in a web of feelings both old and new, said and unsaid. Is he greedy to want it all? And how can he navigate the complexities of a relationship when he still isn't quite sure who he is?
Years after self-destructing following a rejection of his long-time crush, Enta considers himself in a pretty good place. He knows who he is and what he likes, and gets paid to be a drummer in a band he spent years admiring. But when his old crush worms his way back into his life, things suddenly aren't as settled as he thought.
Tooi always wanted to fade in the background, so his position as bassist suits him well. The only problem is, the background can be a pretty lonely place, even when you're grateful to be there. With a history of disappointed lovers, Tooi doesn't expect to be appealing to anyone, much less the beautiful, charming girl who approaches him after a concert. And his small, lingering feelings for a certain bandmate never seemed all that important before, either...
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12 Mar 2020
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Kazuki and Enta suffer a defeat, and Toi decides to make dinner for them.
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13 Oct 2019
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Kazuki knows his life is going well, thanks largely to the hard work of his boyfriend Tooi, and his best friend Enta.
But that never stopped him from finding things to worry about.
Nerves are high as Valentine's Day approaches, and Kazuki desperately wants to push at his boundaries to show his gratitude. But how far is he willing to go?
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- Part 3 of Connected, Reflected
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04 Oct 2019
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You know what you're getting into
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02 Sep 2019
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A year after his release from juvenile detention, Tooi finds himself adrift on days full of nothing, with only his part-time job and his occasional meetings with his friends to hold his life together. After Enta and Kazuki graduate from the high school Tooi never had the chance to attend, Enta confronts Tooi with an idea that sounds far too good to ever come true for someone like him.
With their connection to each other more tangible than they ever believed possible, the three of them must navigate their inconvenient feelings on their path to an enticing and promising future together.
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- Part 1 of Connected, Reflected
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17 Aug 2019
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Once upon a time you thought you knew everything about your long-time best friend.
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- Part 2 of blooming lilacs
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12 Aug 2019
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As a Twitch streamer with a whole 20 followers, Toi knows a lot about playing Minecraft. But he keeps getting beat by a mysterious player who keeps somehow playing the game better than him and killing him. Toi knows this must be impossible, as he has the ego of your average 13 year-old. He decides that the only thing left to do in that case is enlist his only two friends to help solve the mystery. Because clearly, Minecraft is the most important part of his life.
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11 Aug 2019
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After three and a half years, the boys don't need sarazanmai or leaks to connect anymore. They're as close as friends could be.
But in a trio, someone's always the third wheel, some people warn the boys. And when dynamics of their relationships start to change, and with the memories of the possible futures glimpses Keppi once showed them, Kazuki starts to fear that it might be him.
Maybe he is just not able to connect, like he always suspected, after all.
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08 Jul 2019
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You hate it when your old habits come back.
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- Part 1 of blooming lilacs
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05 Jul 2019
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Somehow, among everything that was happening, he only felt like he was getting farther away.
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30 Jun 2019
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Jinnai Enta wants to be loved.
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30 Jun 2019
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So my friend Blep had this idea for a Soulmate AU, but soulmates could find each other in their dreams if they were sleeping at the same time. I wrote this really fast because I really loved the idea, and now that I think about it this is my first actually finished fic! I hope you enjoy it!
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23 Jun 2019
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I Want to Connect, But You're Already In Love by equivocalEternity
Fandoms: さらざんまい | Sarazanmai (Anime)
08 Jul 2023
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Enta and Toi like each other. Kazuki's happy for them. why wouldn't he be?
Kazuki and Kuji like each other. Enta's happy for them. How couldn't he be?
Kazuki and Jinnai like each other. Toi doesn't really care. It's not like it's any of his business anyways.
It’s fine.
It's fine.
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22 Jun 2019