ancilla89
Fandoms
- Blue Bloods (TV) (192)
- Unspecified Fandom (2)
- NCIS: Los Angeles (1)
- CSI: NY (TV 2004) (1)
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Am I Someone That's Worth Saving? by J_Hill (ancilla89) for Fencingfilly
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Title is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgmCpebOlIA
THANK YOU to FencingFilly for her beautiful, beautiful work, and for graciously allowing me to write a few stories based on it. I hope you enjoy!
Words in bold are direct quotes from FencingFilly's story.
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- Part 19 of The "Black Sheep" has a Dark Side, Too
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Four Years Learning (After Twenty-Four Years Searching) by J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
09 Aug 2025
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I have been wanting to write some sort of fix-it fic with missing scenes between Joe and his mother, him slowly getting to know the Reagan family, etc.
Beginning at 10x19 until the end of Blue Bloods.
CHAPTER 6 begins a multi-chapter arc surrounding Joe getting shot in 11x16.
This is an AU fic due to my headcanon that Paula Hill was a manipulative and emotionally abusive mother.
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Episode Tag to Season 1 Episode 1.
Reading OrionLady's EXCELLENT "Neither Hide Nor Hair" inspired me to start re-watching NCIS: Los Angeles. And one line from Hetty struck me as needing to be explored. This is that exploration.
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On the Season 4 DVDs, in the commentary on Season 4 Episode 13, Donnie Wahlberg says there was a line scripted where Danny stopped and turned and asked for help after Dr. Dawson says "You don't need to wait 'till you're drowning to reach out for help."
04x13 will always have my heart as the episode that catapulted me into writing fanfiction.
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- Part 5 of Unfinished Business/Drowning
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"Don't Wish Me a 'Happy' Memorial Day; Don't Thank Me for My Service" by ancilla89
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
26 May 2025
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Danny's thoughts about the meaning of Memorial Day.
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- Part 17 of Danny Reagan's Longest War
Recent series
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The "Black Sheep" has a Dark Side, Too by ancilla89, J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandom Blue Bloods (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Danny and Joe Hill struggle with the approaching season of Christmas.
Fair warning: each man is OUT-OF-CHARACTER here.
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Stories set within Season 4 Episode 13, "Unfinished Business," OR within the context of/alternate universe of my story "Drowning."
All of these stories contain mentions of PTSD or suicidal thoughts.
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Danny deals with memories stirred up by the events in Afghanistan in August 2021, and his own PTSD.
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Mac knows he won’t make it out of this latest abduction alive. Not with experimental chemicals being pumped into him in horrific doses.
The hallucination wearing Jack’s face—who claims he never died—has other ideas about that.
(Touch separated by inches is the greatest torture of all.)
Bookmarked by ancilla89
18 Jan 2026
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This Christmas (I'mma Make A Memory) by OllieCollie
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Jan 2026
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Christmas is rapidly approaching, and Peter is looking forward to experiencing all the joy of the season through his little sister’s eyes as they celebrate her first Christmas. But between chaotic schedules, Morgan’s sleep regression, and memories of Christmases past that bring an unexpected weight, the holiday might not turn out to be as simple as anticipated after all.
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- Part 3 of So This Is Christmas
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07 Jan 2026
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Jamie Reagan expects harmless chaos at the go-kart track—trash talk, family rivalry, cheap nachos, the usual. But one split-second mishap sends the day spinning into sirens, hospital lights, and a stubborn fight to stay in control. With his family closing ranks, Jamie faces an unexpected detour that could change everything.
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- Part 7 of A-Z Challenge
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16 Dec 2025
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Day 9 - Touch, loss of sensation
Jamie and Eddie rush to St. Victor’s after Danny calls: Sean’s been in a crash, likely spinal cord injury. Dr. Patel says swelling suggests a central cord pattern; prognosis uncertain. The Reagans wait loud—rotating vigils, coffee, prayers, jokes. Grace’s mantra—“We try. We try again.”—becomes the family’s spine. Sean wakes, scared, but anchors to love. Surgery is deferred; rehab begins. His little cousinGrace turns OT into games and fun. Showing him the way not to come undone.
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- Part 9 of Whumptober 2025
Bookmarked by ancilla89
10 Dec 2025
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Let Me Carry Your Pain by Orange_Sunsets
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
29 Oct 2025
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Yelena sees how Peter is suffering, and tells him that he's not alone.
Whumptober 2025 // Day 28 // "I could always see straight through you."
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- Part 23 of Whumptober 2025 (written by Orange_Sunsets)
- Part 3 of Unpolished MCU Fanfics
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29 Oct 2025