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Nobody knows that Ilya Rozanov is an omega. Nobody can know.
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20 Feb 2026
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The Vanilla Unicorn by HollowedHypoxia
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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“On noven'kiy,” He is new. Svetlana settled onto the couch next to Shane and started to put her top back on, sending Shane an apologetic glance as she reached across his legs to retrieve it. “Nervnyy milyy mal'chik. Druz'yam ne rasskazyval.” A nervous, sweet boy. Didn’t tell his friends.
The man smirked at that, stepping forward much like Svetlana had, though instead of straddling Shane, he sank to his knees, letting his chin rest on Shane’s thigh. “Name is Ilya, moya milaya.” my sweet. “Is okay to be nervous. I take good care. Is something for everyone here.” And with that, he leaned closer, pressed his cheek dangerously close to Shane’s groin, looking up through long blond eyelashes.
Stripper Ilya/Hockey player Shane
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19 Feb 2026
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we're the product of love (that we do not receive). by Joooceee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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Maybe together they could figure out a way to make sure Ilya was never afraid of David again. He really didn’t want to be afraid of David.
“Is… silly.” Ilya said. “Maybe not silly, but now that we are here and not there, I see it was silly. I broke the wine, and I thought - maybe everyone will be angry. And…” Clearing his throat, Ilya pushed past his discomfort to spit out the next part. “Well, angry back in Russia is not the same as angry here, I think.”
“What was angry like back in Russia?”
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Ilya drops a bottle of wine, and it's fine. Really, it's fine. If only someone could tell Ilya's brain that.
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18 Feb 2026
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This is heaven and I'd die for it by Deerlie_03
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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For one, singular, blissful moment, nothing is wrong when Ilya wakes up.
And then the bubble pops.
With something less like a pinprick and more like a gunshot.
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After Ilya is outed he has to deal with being the only openly queer player in the league, being Russian, and being in love with Hollander even after he ran away all at once. It sucks. He does it anyway.
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12 Feb 2026
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Relationships are all about timing, and Connor’s time with Hudson was destined to be short. He wanted, he realized with a sharp, secret ache, to make it sweet.
(Or, almost four years into his friendship with Hudson, Connor finds himself physically sick from a one-sided bond.)
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12 Feb 2026