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How long has it been since Rafael woke up on that exact bed, stripped down to just undershirt, pants and socks? There was a change of clothes on the bed next to him, a bright orange sundress that Rafael promptly threw under the rug – also orange – and tried to forget about. At least the rug is soft, so soft in fact he had to stop himself from asking where his captors bought it. They might actually answer by buying him another one, and the room doesn’t have enough space for a second rug. There’s just a bed, an empty wardrobe and a small desk with a chair. No mirrors – nothing that Rafael can break and use as a weapon. Just a lot of pillows, blankets and throws. Everything soft, completely harmless.
Could Rafael have imagined some months ago, when taking up a case against a cult that he’d end up here?___
Rafael gets kidnapped to be taught a lesson. Sonny's inner alpha goes berserk as he starts searching for his- the omega.Series
- Part 1 of barisi omegaverse
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A collection of ficlets about Rafael, his borderline personality disorder and how Sonny and him deal with it.
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Rafael hasn’t left their bed since the moment he got in it Friday evening – apart from a couple of bathroom breaks. Sonny stayed close the entire weekend, brought coffee – because the last thing they need is a caffeine withdrawal to top off the depressive spell – and food. He read Vonnegut out loud – and Cat’s Cradle doesn’t seem too comforting but whatever floats Rafael’s boat, Sonny thought – then brought his console into the bedroom, rearranged Rafael to lay half on top of him with a good view of the TV and went on to annoy Theodore the Neighbor by nosing in his business, which seemed to be the right move because at one point Rafael even pointed him in the right direction. Obviously the letter was in the toilet, how did Sonny not think of it? He kissed the top of Rafael’s head with a small ‘thanks, doll’ before returning for the letter and promptly getting shot by the Taxidermist. Rafael huffed at that, which means it was completely worth having to move through the house once again.
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Sonny comes home in the middle of Rafael's latest depressive spell only to gave his heart break at what he finds. -
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It’s not his fault he wakes up in terror, mistaking the familiar gentle hands for the touch filled to the brim with intent to take and hurt. It’s not his fault he gets flashbacks or falls out of reality, gets stuck in his head, in the repetition of that day, over and over again. It’s not his fault someone else woke up, shrugged and took two guns to a deli.
None of what happened is Sonny’s fault.___
The deli hostage situation went a bit different. Bruno helps Sonny navigate the aftermath and open up to Rafael. -
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Carisi across from him snorts so hard, the beer comes out of his nose, throwing everyone into hysteria, and Rafael drops a small - and he hopes - indignant huff. Something sarcastic, something that says he's above such impoliteness.
Even if the only thing he wants is to be a part of the festivities. He knows he's not exactly welcome.
The table separating them is a reminder. They might be drinking in the same bar, might be on the same side of the law, but Rafael is not one of them. Never was. Never could be.___
Sometimes your brain is your worst enemy. Rafael thinks nobody sees him, but Sonny does. -
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The medic is neither okay nor safe. Nor any other reassurances Sonny can think of, so he settles on something that is true.
“I’m not gonna hurt you,” he promises, making the medic look up at him, and oh.
Those would be the most gorgeous – dark, forest green – eyes Sonny has ever seen if only they weren’t filled to the brim with resigned terror. Sonny’s breath stops at the sight of such blatant anguish. He swallows heavily.___
Sonny believes it's important to stay human, especially in the most trying of times. -
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Sonny looks away in thought too. “That seems right?” he more asks than replies. Shrugs. “Anyway, it’s a very nice opportunity for me to show this pretty girl off, right? Have everyone look at her all hungry because she looks so beautiful you can’t move your eyes away. But also have her in my arms, in the clothes I chose and put on her, leaking my cum, because she’s mine. My pretty girl.”
And fuck if Rafael isn’t.
He’s Sonny’s in all senses and ways.___
Rafael lost a bet to Rollins, which means he has to come to a club with the squad... in a skirt. Sonny makes sure they enjoy it thoroughly.Series
- Part 4 of sub!rafi/dom!sonny
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“Prepared such a nice surprise for me to come home to, didn’t you, gorgeous?” Sonny’s free hand moves to the small of Rafael’s back, bringing him closer in a sure motion, making Rafael grasp at his arms in response. “Had to look hard for this ancient shirt…” A finger slips between the panties and Rafael’s hip, testing the stretch, before switching to caressing the belt. His eyes keep looking at Rafael’s face – whether he’s still searching for more data or simply enjoying the effect his words have on Rafael remains to be decided. “Did you take it out because you knew I’d like it? Or because you wanted another reminder that you are mine, pretty girl?”
Okay, Rafael definitely just learned something new about himself.___
Rafael asks to try something new, but unbeknownst to them Sonny's mind decides to throw in something else. Results are more than satisfactory.Series
- Part 3 of sub!rafi/dom!sonny
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Could he make you feel as good as I do? by ae_nar for MargoBlack
Fandoms: Law & Order: SVU
16 May 2025
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Sonny takes a sip of his beer, his eyes glued to the beautiful curve of Barba’s body as he leans into the bar counter, grinning at whatever that random guy said. And not just grinning, no, that’s Barba’s special ‘I might know of a place you’ll like to come in’ grin, a thing that Sonny is known for falling for on a couple of distinct occasions. That damn quirk of those pretty and capable lips, a gateway to Hell – Rafael Barba must be an agent of the dark side, there’s no other reason for his looks to cause such sinful desire otherwise.
The guy leans closer, crowding Barba against the bar with sure movements, and Barba’s posture arches in response – a cat asking for more attention and affection, a siren leading another sailor to imminent doom.
That sailor’s name? Dominick Carisi Jr.___
Sonny and Rafael fuck in a bar's bathroom. -
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His following work is immaculate, no hair out of place, completely perfect from an outsider’s perspective. Only Sonny is knowledgeable enough to see all the smallest details, only Sonny is private to the insights of Rafael’s life to notice the way Rafael’s fingers migrate to the wrist, his thumb rubbing over the layers of fabric. How his left hand isn’t as expressive as usual, staying back in pockets or holding the papers, letting the right lead the jurors down the road of truth.
The reason for such behavior plagues Sonny’s mind, misplacing his usual curiosity for the trial until there is no more sign of it anywhere near Sonny’s thoughts. Just Rafael and the way he’s protecting his left wrist, just Rafael overworked and overtired for the last week, just Rafael from this morning locked in their bathroom, ringing all the alarms in Sonny’s brain-___
Rafael goes back to unhealthy coping mechanisms, leading Sonny to worry, as he takes care of it. They talk. -
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The alpha startles, as if he was so focused on his mate, he didn’t even notice her come in, shakes his head and gives her a tiny smile – so fake it feels like an insult, so troubled it can probably write a self-help book and earn a small fortune. And then he quickly turns back to his mate, he holds one of the omega’s hands in his own, his second one gently combing through the hair.
The omega – Rafael, she reminds herself – has his eyes closed, his head leaned back into the cheap hospital issued pillow. His free hand is clutching at the bedding, as if he’s afraid of letting go.
The room is filled with a vicious battle of rot and burn, two distinct distressed scents huddling close, trying to find comfort in each other and instead looking into a matching pool of despair.___
Sonny and Rafael try, but the universe has other plans. A look from the outside.Series
- Part 3 of barisi omegaverse
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“Then how about appropriating two prerut alphas to my office?”
He’s not expecting this to happen anymore, but the pull to taunt is irresistible.
“I already said- two?!”
The sigh he lets out is so loud, Carmen must have heard it from the other side of the wall.
“You are supposed to be SVU detectives, how come you can’t see two of your colleagues are in prerut?”
Rollins’s voice is a bit quieter, like she’s speaking to someone close instead of in the phone. “Barba’s ass is going to be wrecked.”___
One, supposedly, good morning Rafael wakes up to realize that both of his alphas are in prerut. -
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“So,” his whisper is hot across Rafael’s mouth, who soaks up the sound hungrily. “Do you need me to be a reassuring boyfriend or a domineering alpha?”
Rafael answers in stride. “Can’t you do both? Make everyone know who I belong to?”
The scent of slick is an orchestra, starting up the music, and the lavender, growing stronger, asks Sonny’s last note of commandeering mint out for a dance.
“You are not a property,” Carisi still makes sure to say. “To belong to anyone.”
“Good,” Rafael says, raising his chin and effectively cutting the distance, so that their lips graze when they move. “Now fuck me so hard we’ll both forget it.”
“My pleasure, doll.”___
A lot of passionate feelings ensue after someone leaves their scent on Rafael.Series
- Part 2 of barisi omegaverse
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Obviously he now has experience with Rafael and the way his brain works – different from everyone else, which sometimes throws everyone for a loop, but Sonny actually likes it, likes the unpredictability, the possibility to reevaluate his own views and take a look at the world from another angle.
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Five times Sonny doesn't have a problem with Rafael's autism and one time he does. -
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“Hey, Raf, your phone is ringing.”
“Who is it?”
“Uh… Oh, it’s your ma!”
“Decline, would you?”
“Wha- but it’s your ma!”
“I heard you the first time. Did you?”
“…yeah, sure.”___
Rafael keeps ignoring his mother. Wonder why. -
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“I think,” Carisi starts carefully, his own voice still raspy with sleep. “You were about to have a nightmare.”
“About to have?” Rafael asks with the same level of caution.
Sonny swallows, his hand wandering into Barba’s hair, massaging lightly. “Yeah. You sounded… distraught and were calling out-”
Rafael looks away sharply. Hold on.
He does remember and is… embarrassed? What would make him embarrassed about-
“Oh.”
Carisi’s hand stills, and he can feel Rafael’s body tensing up under him.
Sonny is not the only person in Rafael’s life, whose name can be cut down to Nicky.
“You were calling out for Amaro.”___
A nightmare makes Sonny and Rafael have an important talk.Series
- Part 3 of Barmaro to Barisi pipeline
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They were both on board with trying it, both painfully aware of the fact that they both are doing it for one reason, one person that they subconsciously keep in between them at all times. Carisi and Nick rarely stop their eye contact – and if they do, it’s only to look at Rafael – circling each other like predators, on constant lookout for any sudden movement, encroachment. It’s a complete other matter that the prey seems to revel in the fight over him, and Nick definitely does not want to think that his opponent is not only allowed, but is encouraged to challenge, to pounce, to claim. Which Carisi does with his sure fingertips – touching but never digging. With his smug mouth – nipping but never biting. With his entire existence – being Carisi but never Amaro.
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Sonny and Rafael invite Nick into their bedroom to watch. Nick muses over the differences in Rafael.Series
- Part 4 of Barmaro to Barisi pipeline
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Sonny is dealing with a startled cat that was burnt before and is now seeing signs it might happen again. A skittish animal that’s trying to understand whether it’s time to flee. A small ball of fur that decided to give his trust out one last time and is regretting it now. Sonny feels sick with the realization that he made his boyfriend feel this way, someone he promised to love and take care of, someone he wants to marry one day and spend the rest of his life with.
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A little misunderstanding can come a long way, especially when Rafael is used to always being the one in the wrong. Sonny disagrees. -
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Down on his knees, his mouth full of Sonny’s cock, nothing but some kind of a flashlight for Sonny to use, his mind is finally completely quiet, so empty there could be a tumbleweed doing cartwheels with nobody the wiser. The thoughts and worries that usually run around his head with the speed of light are nowhere to be found, leaving him in calm bliss. His brain is completely turned off, no feelings and no sensations. Rafael is flying out of his body, untethered, something that would be bone-crushingly terrifying if he didn’t have Sonny looking out for him.
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Sonny decides to help Rafael get out of his head by sticking his dick there instead.Series
- Part 2 of sub!rafi/dom!sonny
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He feels untethered, not enough for top drop, but definitely walking somewhere along the edge. Sonny would like to spend more time together, but his phone pings with a message, probably Rollins asking if he’s on his way yet. Rafael intertwines their fingers and tugs him down for a kiss. The press of their lips is gentle and sweet, so soft Sonny could cry.
“Everything was perfect, mi amor,” Rafael breathes out. The phone pings again. “Now, please, go before they call me again.”___
Sonny and Rafael get interrupted, which leaves Sonny feeling uncomfortable. It's a good thing that Rafael knows of a way to make it all better.Series
- Part 1 of sub!rafi/dom!sonny