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Atsushi slammed and locked the door behind him, putting all his weight on the door to avoid falling and took in a long breath. Ignoring the blood slowly pooling at the bottom of his feet, he slowly limped his way over to his futon, feeling his way there and leaning against anything he could as to not slip. After what seemed like forever he made it to his bedroom, the moonlight seeping through the curtains illuminating the room giving it a heavenly glow. Finally collapsing onto the bed he let out a long sigh of relief. Before quickly being interrupted by his stomach rumbling
He groaned, pressing his head harder into the pillow trying to ignore the hunger.
“I’ll eat when I wake up..s’ fine”
His voice, muffled, yet breaking the silence of the nearly empty apartment. Before he quickly dozed off into a deep sleep.
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aka um cannibal atsushi au and hes insecure and feels guilty about wanting to eat humans and akutagawa finds out and is just like "bro just eat some bad ppl its not that big of a deal" soz i suck at summarizing (｡ᵕ ◞ _◟) oh and akutagawa is lowkey into atsushi biting him -
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It stings.
Is all Dazai can think, the warm blood trickling down his arm contrasting the cold harsh floor of his bathroom. His fingers twitch as he tries to see if his arm is still capable of feeling other than pain. Discovering that it was not, he lifted his head back up against the wall, letting out a wet, broken laugh. Knowing that if he continued to look at his wounds he would eventually come to the decision to call for help, because he can’t do anything fucking right. He focused his sights on the little window he had above his shower, the only source of light being the glow from the moon. His vision growing spotty and darkening from the loss of blood and amount of pain pills and various other medications he downed before slitting his wrists getting to him.
aka: dazai attempts. thats it.
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Ivan breathes a humorless laugh. "I don't know what it is you want from me."
Till furiously snaps back, "I want you to—" before cutting himself off. He takes a deep breath and relaxes his scrunched-up facial features before continuing, quieter. "I'm your best friend. I find you half passed out in some—fucked up garden that you've been coughing up for a year, and I'm freaking out because I don't know what's going on or—or if you'll be okay, and now that I know you're okay, the doctors are saying they can't let you go because you're too damn sick to be left alone!"
His lower lip quivers ever so slightly. Ivan, for his own sake, unfocuses his eyes until Till is only a shapeless blur of colors in the middle of a sea of hospital white.
"I'm your best friend," the blur repeats, breathlessly. "I want you to fucking say something to me."
Hanahaki disease is, quite famously, a condition born from love. Ivan is convinced that his case is the exception to this rule. And when each of his friends inevitably starts catching on to his quickly deteriorating health, everything goes spinning out of control.
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Auf Wiedersehen, Sweetheart by george_devalier_archive for the legend himself
Fandoms: Hetalia: Axis Powers
12 Aug 2012
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WW2 AU. Feliciano Vargas is a passionate, if slightly scared, Italian resistance member. Falling in love with a German fighter pilot was the last thing he expected... and it will test his national loyalty, and his heart, to their limits.
(reposted from ff.net after the unfortunate deletion of George deValier's account in August 2019, with original formatting/italicisation!)
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A Failed Language for Wanting by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Dec 2025
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“Dazai. What the hell are you saying. Why?”
Dazai’s mouth opened, then closed again. He hadn’t thought that far.
Because you look uncomfortable. Because I don’t know how to help. Because I keep wanting to touch you and I don’t know where that impulse is coming from.
None of those felt safe to say.
“So Chuuya will stop being miserable,” Dazai said instead, defaulting to insult as camouflage.
Chuuya snorted. “You’re one to talk.”
Dazai glanced down. “I’m always miserable. It’s different.”
or: when chuuya doesn’t show up for a mission, dazai goes looking for him and does what he does best: pokes, prods, and pushes. but chuuya doesn’t need a fight, and dazai is left with the harsh reality that his confusing, inconvenient feelings don’t come with an instruction manual.
Depress December 2025 - Day five - “That doesn’t fucking help.”
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the space between the column and you by okitasougo
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
14 Aug 2025
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“Ooh, Akutagawa? You’re in trouble, Atsushi-kun~,” Dazai sang, leaning back with the smug ease of someone who thrived on other people’s misfortunes. “He’s legendary – the Rabid Dog of PM Consulting. Made senior in a matter of months.”
Kunikida frowned. “Yeah, legendary for tearing apart drawings like wet tissue paper.”
“And,” Dazai added, “For making architects cry in the meeting rooms.”
Great, Atsushi thought. First big project, and I get the guy who eats architects for breakfast.
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architect & engineer!bsd au, in which atsushi deletes one column, gains one grumpy senior engineer, and somehow ends up with a neighbour, a problem-solving partner, and maybe a crush.
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19 Jan 2026
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Hot Off the Press by kentuckyfriedmegumi
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
24 Dec 2025
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Fushiguro Megumi is a hard news journalist for a fairly successful newspaper in Toshima City, one of the central wards in Tokyo. He specializes in writing news for crime and politics.
Crime and politics.
So, when his Editor-In-Chief, Gojo Satoru, decides to put him on a sports feature, highlighting some famous boxer known as Itadori Yuuji, Megumi can't help but consider quitting right then and there.
Seriously, what kind of story could come from that?
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