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White sits on the roof he and Sean visited just days before and thinks about life.
!!!!!WARNING!!!!!!!
please i beg you to be careful when reading this, it talks about depression, suicidal thoughts and self harm IN DETAIL!! so please if this triggering for you don’t read it.I love you all, please be safe <33
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30 Aug 2024
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“You don’t think you’re overreacting just a little?” Gram asks.
“Absolutely fucking not,” Black grumbles.
Or: Sean starts working at Gumpa's garage and quickly falls for the cute boy who works at the bookstore across the street, only to be baffled when said cute boy seems to switch randomly between liking him back and hating his guts. Meanwhile, White is crushing hard on the handsome new mechanic in the area and Black is quietly plotting Sean's murder. Gram is just along for the ride.
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30 Aug 2024
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White never thought he'd find the love of his life after the door in front of him slid open, but he did. Sean's eyes opened wide when he stepped out of the room and grabbed at White's neck. "White? What are you doing here?" He asked as he softly stroked his nape.
Their signature way of showing comfort. "That's what I'm supposed to ask you!" White said placing his hands on his hips and looking at the man in front of him in disappointment. "Why are you at this garage? You better just be working here." White hoped. He hoped Sean had nothing to do with his brother's gang. Hoped that it was just pure coincidence and he didn't even know who Black was, but the look in Sean's eyes said otherwise.
The look of pure guilt and heaps of fear. "Don't leave me!" Was the first thing he said. He dropped his hand on White's nape to grab his hands instead. "I'll explain everything but please don't leave me." He nearly begged.
Or White finds out his boyfriend is apart of his brothers gang when he infiltrates it to find out why said brother was now in a coma.(or not me but with seanwhite as a couple since the beginning because THE FLAVOR)
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30 Aug 2024
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30 Aug 2024
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And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones by solarpower21
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
22 Apr 2022
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Black knew something like this would happen at some point. That doesn't mean it hurts any less, though.
Or: White gets injured and the gang is plotting their revenge.
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- Part 2 of A tale of two colours
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30 Aug 2024
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And if somebody hurts you I wanna fight by no_sense_and_unsensibility
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
30 Apr 2022
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Sean never thought he’d see the day Black cried, but at the sight of his brother heading straight towards him, tears fill his eyes.
They collide into each other, and Sean hears a choked sob come from White. He watches a new side of Black as he rocks his brother back and forth. He looks like he might start sobbing himself.
“The fuck?” Yok says, standing next to him.
Sean couldn’t agree more.
White has finally escaped his abusive Dad and runs away to find Black. White has been deaf since birth. The rest of the gang plays soccer for a famous college. They attempt to bring awareness through their fame. White's father is attempting to search for him, and White is struggling to find his place. Sean is helping him stand up on his own and Black could not be angrier.
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30 Aug 2024
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When Black loses his favorite bracelet, he also loses hope of ever seeing White again and is devastated.
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30 Aug 2024
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fall out of the heavens/crawl up from under by dekkaisdefyinggravity
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
16 Sep 2022
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“-There’s no need to- Um,” he interrupts, and she watches his face as he seems to struggle with something. “It was never an issue back- Don’t call me phi, we're probably the same age. It’s just White.”
“Oh, you’re twins, then? This is going to make him look like a dick.”
White comes back to Thailand a bit earlier, and a bit blonder, than in canon.
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30 Aug 2024
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The dark abyss opened in Thailand, releasing terrifying creatures at the surface. They starve for the blood of innocent people, and only one group is brave enough to fight them. In the middle of the chaos, they try to find a way to close the hell hole. None of them thought hope would come with the brother of one of them.
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- Part 20 of OffGun Monthly Drabbles and Short Stories
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30 Aug 2024
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The Gray Space In Between by Souzou_no_dokusha
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
06 Mar 2023
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It had been 10 years, yes, but they couldn't have imagined the changes they saw in each other. They didn't know what was more surprising, the fact that Black had run away and joined a gang, or...
That White did basically the same, in the opposite order.ALTERNATIVELY: In which White is basically adopted by a gang back in Russia, taught to fight for himself, and runs away from home, while still having gangsters on speed-dial.
Black is very confused.Series
- Part 1 of Finding joy in the spaces
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30 Aug 2024
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Never forget, I still love you... by three_milks
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
23 Mar 2023
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Black has been feeling strange for a while and when he gets a call from his father, he understands why.
Black had thousands of reasons to hate his parents, but the main one was that they made White suffer, even after ten years they still did.
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30 Aug 2024
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ten thousand craters where it all should be by KouriArashi
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
07 May 2023
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White, newly returned to Thailand, looks for his brother but can’t find him. Instead, he finds the garage gang.
“Hey, Black! Where the hell have you been? We said ‘lie low for a few days’ not ‘go AWOL for over a week’!”
“You know Black?” White demanded, and the other man blinked, confused. “Ah - my name is White. I’m Black’s twin brother. I’ve been looking for him.”
Or, the AU where Todd doesn’t put Black in a coma so someone else steps in to solve a problem for Tawi.
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30 Aug 2024
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it's your right to hurt me, baby by giraffeter for phnelt
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
19 May 2023
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“Black. What’s wrong? Are you hurt?” Sean asks. He’s not bleeding; there’s no injury at all that Sean can find. Black’s face is pale and drawn, sweat standing out in huge droplets on his forehead. He’s breathing fast and shallow. “Black?”
Black pushes Sean’s hand away from his shoulder, squeezing it as hard as he can between his shaking fingers. He looks up into Sean’s eyes, his own eyes hazy with pain. “White,” he grinds out between clenched teeth.
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When White is injured during a mission, Sean and Black have to overcome their differences — not to mention Black and White's whole "twin thing" — to take care of him.
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30 Aug 2024
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What If Black showed up instead of Sean after the Pride Flag moment? (part 2) by DaccaV
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021), เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021) RPF, Babii, offgun
15 Jul 2023
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Continuation of the “What If Black showed up instead of Sean after the Pride Flag moment?” fic.
Will Black and Sean be able to find White? Will the twins find their way back to each other? How does the gang fix their relationship with White? Is there any danger awaiting them? Will Sean and White end up together? Prepare yourself for lots of talking.
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- Part 5 of What If… OG Multiverse (my take)
- Part 2 of Flag moment
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30 Aug 2024
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what doesn't kill me (better run) by KouriArashi
Fandoms: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
31 Aug 2023
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After Black finds out that Todd is working with Tawi, Todd wants to discourage him from interfering and sends his thugs after him. Only the problem is, White just got back to Thailand ... and although Todd himself could tell the difference, his thugs can’t.
Or: the AU where White gets put in a coma instead of Black and Black goes absolutely feral over it.
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30 Aug 2024
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“Black!”
From across the room, a man with dyed grey hair perked up. Before White had the time to explain who he was, or more like who he wasn’t, he was ambushed. A squeak pushed itself out of White’s mouth when a pair of plush lips pushed against his own.
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30 Aug 2024
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White is brutally beaten until he ends up in the ICU. And Black won't stop until he finds out who did this to his little brother.
Or; Black and White exchange roles.
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30 Aug 2024
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It was no secret about the twin connection Black and White had. While it was a long story, and quite confusing at points, both the twins managed to successfully explain everything to the other gang members. Which meant, nothing suspicious had happened up to Blacks sudden collapse, leaving only one explanation. Apparently, all the shaking had worked, Black was slowly gaining consciousness when he locked eyes with Sean. It seemed like a nonverbal message was passed between the two. “White.” Sean said out loud, sitting straight up, eyes wide before practically dashing out of his chair.
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29 Aug 2024
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We Meet Again And Grow to Know Each Other by kei_rin
Fandoms: ด้ายแดงซีรีส์ | Until We Meet Again The Series (TV)
04 Mar 2024
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Pharm grows up knowing his grandfather.
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29 Aug 2024
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The pain of yesterday by Janelle24601
Fandoms: บรรยากาศรัก เดอะซีรีส์ | Love in the Air (TV 2022)
04 Oct 2022
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It has been weeks since Stop captured Rain and injured Phayu and Phayu is trying to do what he always does and heal quickly so he can reassure Rain, but Rain is hiding a secret from his boyfriend. Rain still carries the mental scars from that day as much as Phayu does the physical ones
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28 Aug 2024