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Dazai很清楚自己注定永恒在这个阴冷黑暗的维度中独自彷徨,除了死亡之外没有解脱的方法,暂时不求死的他只能在看不到任何希望的状态下艰难地痛苦地活着。且有时黑暗可以变得更暗,在这种状况下,活着本身也会加倍煎熬。
好在,他细心呵护的微弱火苗燃成了篝火,给他光亮和温暖。有篝火的存在,他可以坚持活更久。Or,
Dazai陷入了很糟糕的一种状态,Atsushi尝试理解,给Dazai陪伴(和更多)。 -
1.99 起 by Yanfreak
Fandoms: Neon Genesis Evangelion, Rebuild of Evangelion | Evangelion: New Theatrical Edition
06 Oct 2022
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碇真嗣做出了选择,活了下来。
碇唯说只要活着,无论在哪里都能找到幸福。
渚薰看着并不幸福的真嗣,许下了诺言。
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献给最美的少年以及给了少年最纯粹的爱的天使——碇真嗣和渚薰。
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2022-06-26: 已经对二次元失去兴趣了(被伤得太深),现在沉迷于三次元(尤其是汤老湿),再加上心境一点也不悲伤(前阵子躁狂发作之后的郁期都主要是躯体症状、几乎没感受到抑郁),所以我短期之内肯定是写不了这个文的,看我哪天回到了第一次看Eva的心境状态再回来吧。Series
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如果绿谷出久天生拥有个性,他会在四岁那年认识到“人生来不平等”吗?他可以拯救别人,跨过阻碍成为英雄吗?
如果轰焦冻更早的遇到那个让他使用火焰的人,他和家人的关系会发展得如何?他的英雄之路又会是什么样子?
设定不同,故事的后续发展也有变化,但不会改变的,是那想要成为英雄、拯救他人的信念,与心中的热度和爱。
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作者写于2021年3月8日的话:
我知道这篇文很久没有更新了,但我真的没有弃,我只是在精神状态差到一定级别的时候什么都写不出来而已。会填坑的,promise。(以及如果有为了轟出订阅我的人,看到我发MHA百耳文或者EVA薰嗣文的话请见谅,想unsubscribe的话请自由地做,我……F/F文是一直有想写,但是schizoid状态让我只能写出干巴巴的作品分析,这中间碇真嗣把我从崩溃中慢慢拉回,然而还是不够,今天我被终章搞到bitter了,为了能看到我心中的理想HE我想写薰嗣……我现在其实有种想哭的感觉,时隔很久第一次不为自己、带着感情地想哭,这也许是个情感恢复的预兆,我可能终于能重拾键盘了。抱歉,这段话说得很是没有条理——缺觉+偏头痛+欢乐颂攻击+新EVA终章剧情攻击的结果,我只是好久没感受到这种受外界刺激而产生情感的感觉,猛地感受到后想表达一下而已。)
总之祝我能早日继续写文。
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作者写于2023年5月1日的话:
我在写手头这篇超级fluffy的厌世文的过程中意识到我精神状态已经崩到再也写不出Heat了,出久一直都是个耀眼的小太阳一般的存在,而已经彻底变成躁郁厌世疯批的不是特别想活的我现在看出久眼睛会被强光刺瞎,所以抱歉,Heat就此正式坑掉了。其他也没什么可说的了,我去继续写我的厌世文。 -
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他们不记得彼此,但不知为何,尽管不知道他们到底要寻找什么,他们还是在不断探寻,不断追求着彼此。
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【授权翻译】When Angels Fall, They Get Back Up by Yanfreak
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
14 Jul 2020
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绿谷出久从来都没有喜欢过自己。
从所有人在他四岁时认为他无个性起;从他的父亲虐待他,而他的妈妈开始开始由于他的“无个性”怨恨他起;从小胜也开始伤害他起,他都厌恶着自己。
在相泽老师把跳楼的他拯救之后,相泽给了他很多他没敢期望的东西 —— 一个住处,一个家庭,他甚至帮助他拿到了英雄执照!
出久在生活的道路上前进的过程中,他甚至也交到了一些朋友。现在,与新家庭一起生活的出久准备去雄英读书。但是他应该怎样向一群要成为英雄的学生掩盖他是一名抑郁的职业英雄的事实呢?
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译者的话:译者还在追MHA的漫画更新,很长的一段时间内不会放弃这篇文的翻译工作,只不过更新速度随缘。Heat也还在写着。
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Fandom Neon Genesis Evangelion, Rebuild of Evangelion | Evangelion: New Theatrical Edition
06 Oct 2022
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薰在一次又一次的轮回中尝试给他爱的真嗣幸福,在某一次中得到了真嗣的回应,然后两人携手共同寻找/创造幸福。
真正的互相拯救 + Alternative Ending。(结局中的薰嗣会幸福地一起生活在他们本身属于的世界,没有任何事物能将他们分离。)
献给真正的碇真嗣和渚薰,以及被2021/03/08上映的那部电影伤到的爱着薰嗣的粉丝们。- Words:
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Atsushi was scared; he was almost always scared these days. It was unfortunately part of the deal of being in the Mafia, part of why Dazai had to keep him so close, why they had this routine, this ritual. Chuuya was jealous. But it was better he not get wrapped up in this.
And yet he let Atsushi get wrapped up in this instead.
I can protect him this way. And he . . .can be my humanity.
This is the one universe where Odasaku is secure and writing, but what does that mean for everyone else Dazai cares about? When they were both in the ADA, he and Atsushi were happy together . . . and so Dazai uses his influence as Atsushi's boss to try and force that happiness here, further digging into his own delusions. But there is only bitterness and hurt for both of them.
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补完院长篇漫画后发泄式的产物,个人理解很多
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Sometimes Carl wishes that Sammie had never been born. When Mom says he has to take her to his gaming session sleepover with his new, cool friend Jimmy, he almost loses it. Luckily Jimmy has always loved kids if you know what I mean.
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There's something nobody ever talks about. Not because they can't, not because it doesn't happen, but because they don't want to. It's an unpleasant reality, an uncomfortable truth, a side of things that people don't want to acknowledge exists. Well...I need to talk about it. I kept this buried long enough and it needs to come out in the open.
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