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"Dan?," Phil says.
"Mhm?"
"Why are we sitting in your bathroom with the blinds down and the lights off?"
"I don't know," Dan answers truthfully.
He doesn't know. Not really. He knows of this fog, of the permanent cold sweat and the feeling of wrongness of his own skin and bones and lungs. Knows, somewhat, what sort of situation brings this on, knows that he's even less tolerant of people in his space because it's all just so - so wrong.
Knows what helps. The dark, the hair, the makeup. Usually. Traitorous fucking makeup.
"You don't know?"
"It - it helps." Dan's rarely at a point of not knowing what to say. Especially around Phil. This strange feeling, however, is even beyond his words. "I don't know what it helps with yet, though."
"Okay."
or dan's been trying hard to navigate this gender thing on his own
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01 Feb 2026
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The Impact of Parasocial Relationships by ldshadowladies
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
17 Dec 2025
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Something I wrote as a personal essay for my N5 English portfolio but ended up going with something else. I finished it nonetheless and it features dnp so I thought I might as well upload it on to here!
This is NOT a fic. It is an ESSAY.
Prolly gonna piss some swifties off with this one but fuck it we ball.
If you know someone who is a parasocial dickhead then maybe send this to them to educate them idk.
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24 Jan 2026
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Your body was the string keeping the balloon from flying away.
(Or, Dan remember how to live again.)
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27 Oct 2025
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So little words, so accurate a depiction of how it feels for me… thankfully in a safe way where I know relapsing isn’t an option. But it wouldn’t be so scary here. Thank you for writing this. I hope you’re tethered to a reality you’re glad to stay in.
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when there's no storm by iihappydaysii
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
09 Jun 2018
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dan and phil go to couple's counseling
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18 Oct 2025
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Dan's grandmother goes to see the Terrible Influence Tour.
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06 Sep 2025