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  1. Public Bookmark 9

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    Absence makes the heart grow fonder

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    16 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    Victor sleeps on the bare mattress, holding Makka, and thinks this is home now.

    In a city that’s not quite so unfamiliar anymore, Yuuri thinks, this could be home.
     

     
    In which Yuuri and Victor get a little bit lost before they find a home in each other.

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    16 Sep 2025

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    Yuuri is learning to articulate, to trust and to heal.

    (It occurs to Yuuri that Victor has never made him feel weak. He has always felt strong around him, lifted up by him. Victor never takes away his energy - he invigorates him, motivates him and sometimes lets him doubt but never lets him feel sorry for himself for long, given the chance to stop him. Yuuri can do everything on his own - Victor insists it, and Yuuri finds it in himself over and over again at his obstinance. The courage to push harder, go further, get over whatever is holding him back. He’s done it before. Yuuri traces Victor’s bottom lip with his index finger. He can do it again.)

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    13 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    “You know, I… I’ve always had this idea of you. In my head,” Yuuri admits, voicing a thought he's had since Viktor's unexpected arrival six months ago.

    Viktor is silent for a moment, then visibly grits his teeth.

    “I don’t live up to him, do I?” he asks, voice hushed.

    Yuuri blinks. “To who?”

    “The man in your head,” Viktor says sharply. “He’s not real, Yuuri.”

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    When Viktor Nikiforov moves to Hasetsu, Yuuri must deconstruct the celebrity persona he's worshipped his entire life. He now learns to acquaint himself with Viktor, human being.

    Each chapter is a "snapshot" of a moment when the real Viktor doesn't align with the imagined figure in Yuuri's head.

    This is a story about anxiety.

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    14 Apr 2025

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    Every night Yuuri leaves their bed to talk to someone on the phone, and Victor doesn't know how much longer he can take it.

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    07 Apr 2025