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    “They’re drowning themselves.” Cassian took a step towards her. “Gwyn hasn’t left the library stacks in four days. Emerie is in the middle of her tenth drink this week. And you, Nesta –“ He stopped. “You haven’t left your bed.”

    “Because there’s nothing better to do. Let me live my life.”

    “This isn’t about you living your life. This is about you keeping it.”

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    Nesta, Gwyn, and Emerie haven’t been the same since the Rite. They all deal with traumas in their own self-destructive ways, and they’re okay with that. After all, healing isn’t linear. As long as they take it day by day and remember to breathe once in a while, life will be fine. Not good, not great, but fine.

    The problem is, Cassian, Azriel, and Rhys have noticed. They’re painfully aware that the Valkyrie’s recovery after the Rite echoes their own, almost to a fault. And they've never been good at keeping to themselves - even if the Valkyries insist they don't need help.

    But what if they do?

    A self-help, hurt-comfort, feel-good fic with different POVs set immediately after ACOSF (but ignoring HOFAS because we don’t want to unpack that right now).

    TW: self-harm, suicidal ideation, PTSD, sexual assault reference

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    15 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Shadows may hide...but the light reveals all."

    After the events of A Court of Silver Flames, Gwyneth Berdara begins a quiet journey of healing, strength, and self-discovery beneath the stars of Velaris. As her power awakens into something stronger than anyone could have imagined, and the Night Court’s shadows draw closer, an unfamiliar bond forms between her and the male who commands the dark. Slow, tender, and unspoken, their connection may prove to be the balance they never knew they needed.

    A story of when light meets shadows, and connection forces healing. Gwyn finds her voice, and Azriel finds himself listening. Healing is never quiet, but love can be. Will the Shadowsinger finally open his eyes? Or will he continue chasing what he can't have?

    Be prepared for real yearning, angst, smut, and of course, a slow-burning romance. P.S. I do support all three Archerons, so there will be no serious Elain or Nesta slander. Girls support girls here.

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    03 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Gwyn never thought the City of Starlight would be hers. Azriel never believed he deserved what he waited for.

    When fate snaps into place during a single, reckless, beautiful night in Velaris, both are forced to confront the truth of what lies between them. Golden and inevitable.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    Gwyn and Azriel love spending time together. One evening, Azriel asks Gwyn for help due to the upcoming solstice. Unfortunately, Azriel hates asking for help.

    Or, Azriel feels bad about bothering Gwyn with something related to his hands and has too many feelings about it. Gwyn helps him deal with it.

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    24 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    Watching him plow snow from her window was supposed to be harmless.

    It wasn’t.

    A single moment cracks open a life Gwyn never thought she was allowed to want. What follows is love rooted in safety, laughter, and choice, proving that stepping outside your comfort zone can lead not to heartbreak, but to belonging.

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    11 Jan 2026