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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    Yuna is determined that Shane and Ilya know she accepts them.

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    04 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Shane's parents like Ilya. He doesn't know why.

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    04 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    Something is off about Ilya and Shane cares about him.

    "Shane slipped out into the freezing air. He took a deep breath, his eyes scanning for familiar Russian curls shimmering under the streetlights.

    There he was. Leaning against a wall, in a lone corner looking a little forlorn and… he was smoking. Shane was reminded of their first meeting so many years ago. Also out in the cold. Ilya smoking, and him awkwardly shuffling toward him. But something still was off.

    “I thought you quit?” he asked with a small smile and a soft voice as he stepped even closer, Ilya looked up at him. His eyes were slightly unfocused. Dazed? A little glassy.

    Ilya’s lips twitched and tried to get into that familiar smirk, but it didn’t quite get to that.

    “I did.” His voice was a little husky as he blew the smoke into the cold air."

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    04 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane gets permission to do whatever he wants to Ilya while Ilya sleeps off pain meds.

    Ilya isn't expecting Shane to use that as an excuse to finally be tender with him.

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    04 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “I always feel so safe with you,” Shane pants into the pillow as Ilya fucks into him. Shane flat on his belly on the bed, Ilya plastered on top of him like the world’s heaviest weighted blanket, their skin pressed together all the way from their knees to the nape of Shane’s neck. “So safe, so safe, I’m—oh, fuck, Ilya—“

    By all measures, Ilya should be touched by this comment, if not wildly turned on. Instead, he finds he has to squeeze his eyes shut for a brief moment, hips stilling, to focus on thinking sexy thoughts so his cock doesn’t go soft.

    Ilya has some issues with the notion of safety, especially as it applies to him.

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    04 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 30

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    Ilya wanders into the kitchen and finds Shane just staring at his food.
    Said food, apparently, has something wrong with it.

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    04 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 23

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    Three things are true about Shane Hollander.

    1. He demands perfection from himself
    2. He was taught early how to carry pressure without breaking.
    3. Sometimes his brain slips backward to survive it.

    After a particularly bad game, Shane starts slipping, something he’s never done in front of anyone else. Somehow, Ilya becomes the perfect place to land.

    Or: Shane copes through age regression and Ilya takes care of him.

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    04 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 91

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    “Shane,” Ilya calls out. “I am here.”

    No response, just the ambient hum of Shane’s fridge. The TV is not on or anything. Is Shane even home?

    Ilya walks through the kitchen and past the bathroom, still finding nothing. He heads towards the living room next. His imagination is already going, wondering if this is a surprise of some kind. Maybe Shane will come out from around a corner, launch himself at Ilya, push him up against the wall and—

    Ilya’s thought process slams into a brick wall when he enters the living room. He stops walking, coming to a halt by the side of the couch.

    Sometimes, Shane gets…fuzzy. That is what Ilya has taken to calling it in his head. Then, Ilya stumbles upon something Shane hadn’t intended for him to see, and the puzzle pieces start to come together.

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    04 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 12

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    Ilya has to get braces and other orthodontic appliances, Shane enjoys it more than he should.

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    02 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 27

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    What had happened? She appeared frightened. Curls askew, lips trembling, eyes bloodshot. Jack was immediately on edge, what was causing her such distress? Jack tried to find the source with no success. “Samira, whats wrong? Are you okay?”

    Samira’s mouth opened and closed several times with no answer being given. Jack’s brow furrowed. What was he missing? He was losing the energy he needed for such an important issue.

    Robby kept his voice low, “Jack you’re scaring her.”

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    28 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 23

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    “I’m so sorry,” she blurted out, wanting desperately to explain this away, rushing forward before jumping back, not sure what approach was best. “So sorry-”
    “What for?”
    “Jack, my blood is all over you! It looks like a horror movie in here!”
    He actually has the audacity to roll his eyes during what would certainly become a recurring stress dream for her. “It’s not toxic.”
    “No, but-”
    “You’re not secretly squeamish about blood, are you?” There is a mischievous tilt to his gaze, lips, brows. “How have you made it through residency?”
    It was her turn to roll her eyes, and roll them she did.

    a.k.a. Dr. Samira Mohan gets her period earlier than expected while over at Dr. Jack Abbot's house.

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    28 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 19

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    “I’m a doctor too, remember?” Samira said, stepping closer to Jack Abbot. “And you’re clearly terrible at self-care.”

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    28 Feb 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 26

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    Samira realizes she loves him halfway down Aisle 7.

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    28 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 16

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    "It had never been a question of wanting children for either of them; they were aligned on that. In the dreams of their future, there they were, perhaps with dark eyes like their mother or freckles like their father, almost certainly having the soft curls passed down from both sides. 

    They didn’t talk about it a lot, and when they did it was a distant thing, both practical and fantastical: silly conversations, like how they agreed that Mohan-Abbot sounded better than Abbot-Mohan, or which of their coworkers they'd hypothetically allow to babysit, but also serious considerations, like deciding to talk to their accountant about opening a 529 account, or how they wanted their kids to have siblings so they'd never be lonely."

    a.k.a. Dr. Samira Mohan's period is late.

    title credits: "Sara" by Fleetwood Mac

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    28 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 21

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    “Well, doc, what’s the verdict? Do I get to keep the arm?”

    A continuation of Samira caring for Jack in s2e07.

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    28 Feb 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 33

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    Samira doesn’t think she can keep doing this.
    She keeps thinking of the end.
    Jack might just want easy. Jack might just want something that doesn’t ask him for much.
    And Samira can’t be that anymore.
    She wants so much.
    She wants maybe too much.
    She wants everything.
    “Samira... of all the ways,” he sighs, reaches up to his face and presses at his eyes, “of all the ways I thought you’d break up with me I couldn’t’ve guessed you’d choose this…”

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    Samira assumes she's in a situationship with Jack and decides to end it. Jack thinks she's breaking up with him.

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    28 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 64

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    Shane is sick.

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    The one where Ilya confronts Shane about his self-harm

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    23 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 6

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    Shane loved the ice. He lived for it. But sometimes, when it was less feels and more calculated, he blocked. Was the puck five feet or ten feet away? He wouldn't know. He had trained his body, forced his body, to move like he wanted it to move. But sometimes, unexpectedly, he would make a weird move or a strange pass. [...] Except, Ilya noticed everything. [...] So it was no surprise Ilya also noticed... this.

     

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    The one where Shane struggles with autism, dyspraxia and dyscalculia. Poor Shane.

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    23 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Okay, you’re right. I’m sorry.” Shane says after a pause. He then quiets for a while. “You could go to my parents' house. They’d love that.” He offers.

    “Shane…”

    “Please, Ilya. I don’t want you to be alone right now.”

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    Ilya spends the anniversary of his father’s death at the Hollander’s house, navigating how you can still love someone after they’ve brought you so much pain.

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    21 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 48

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    Shane's 2am cooking disaster reveals that Ilya has been hiding something all day. Now Shane's trying to care for a feverish, nauseous Russian who insists on being sarcastic from his spot on the kitchen floor because the couch is too far away.

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    Comments:
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    48
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    4,942

    19 Feb 2026

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