ToastBeanzandCheez



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    Jason Todd grew up with a fundamental fear of being seen. Not in the sense of shyness, but in the sense of shame. He supposed, if he wished to contemplate the fear’s origins, he might start where most tragedies do:
    The house he grew up in.
    Where the act of wanting was as good as a death sentence to that desire.
    He supposed he might even make an argument for the statement “people become what they are called”. He thinks that might have some merit, looking back.
    What he fears most, (like most other people), is how obvious it is to others. The fear itself.
    He wonders if they can see it.

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    Thanks to a rogue meta, the batfam gets to watch Jason's memories like a movie; and Jason just really wants a family again. But you cannot be loved if you aren't known, and well... if circumstances provide? might as well take the chance, right?

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Some of the most peak shit I've laid my eyes upon 27

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    Red Hood kept his distance from the Bats. They had something akin to a truce, but they always maintained a healthy level of mutual wariness and animosity. None of them knew him, not in any way that mattered, and he was content keeping things that way.

    Unfortunately, secrets had a way of coming to light.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Yum

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    Jason Todd's closest friend in life has always been death. The one constant in the every changing world around him.

    Even if she wouldn't accept him into his realm he always knew where she would be.

    Even when he feels like the black sheep of the family. The outlier. The dissapointment. The failure.
    Death had to accept him at some point.
    Right?
    ___

    Aka Jason just wants to rest but Death has other plans for him.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Gina 8/12 yum

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    At the snap, he drags his gaze up from the book to Bruce's devastatingly open face. The man who's made a life out of being unreadable, showing his pain and grief and guilt so openly to the son who could so easily and happily take advantage of it, throws Jason for a loop.

    But no more so than Bruce's next four words.

    “The Joker is dead.”

    — — —

    Or, after being kidnapped by the Joker, everybody believes that Jason killed him. Jason loses his mind trying to prove his innocence, Dick is staying silent about what he saw, Bruce is juggling his love for his black sheep son and his morals, and Steph is there to smack Jason for being a self destructive idiot.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    1/5 😓

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    Jason Todd has had a lot go wrong in his life. He doesn’t have control. So when he can get control, he takes it.

    Or: Jason Todd commits suicide but is immortal so it’s like an addiction.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Peak 💔