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    what i lovingly call "the contract au" wherein kuya, pragmatic as ever, gets his 'friend' eiden to be a surrogate for him and things get a bit complicated after that. it turns out that kuya once again was a fool when it came to romance related stuff.

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    canon xiaoaether being very much in love. that's it. that's the series

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    In which Sehun and Jongin just really love each other.

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    “So, uh, I’m off,” Shane says from the other room. Ilya can hear his steps heading towards the door. Ilya remains in the bed, undressed and unmoved, staring blankly at the wall.

    “Goodbye, Hollander,” is all he can say. Ilya hears the door click shut.

    It didn’t even slam. It closed softly. Almost makes it worse. A few words and a soft click, and Hollander is gone.

    “Fuuuck,” Ilya groans, teeth almost biting into the filter of his cigarette. We didn’t even kiss, Ilya thinks as he lets his head fall back against the headboard.

    Or: Ilya is the one regretting they didn't even kiss.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Five times Ilya thought of having a baby with Shane + one time Shane talked about having a baby with Ilya

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    10 Dec 2025

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    “Whatever stream you do for me, can you say my name?” Satoru asks.

    Surprised by the innocent request, Suguru asks, “sixeyes69?”

    Satoru chuckles, stepping closer, lowering his voice. “No. Call me Satoru.” He has Suguru’s back pressed against the lockers and their chests are touching. The ten centimeter height difference feels wider than that. “I’ll throw in more money just to hear you moan it.”

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    04 Sep 2025

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    Viktor finds himself in a sticky situation – referring to more than the mess in his pants after watching his favorite camboy’s show.

    In other words, how do you tell a camboy with a celebrity crush on Viktor Nikiforov that you are, in fact, the very man you role play with him as? The answer - you don't.

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    17 Aug 2025

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    “Tell me, why did we have to break up?”

    To Yuuta, Toge was his beginning, his destination, and the only victory that ever truly mattered.

    He was never the wall—he was always his dream.

    But to Toge, Yuuta was always meant for shiny things: the gold medals, the trophies, the fireworks, and the spotlight on every podium.

    “Because you belong on the racetrack.”

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    Yuuta and Toge met again four years after the break up.

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    23 Jun 2025