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The Night of Chapter 3148 by Haerang (Tatrin) for NurikoEsuki
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
15 Feb 2026
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The night tls123 posted Chapter 3148, Kim Dokja couldn’t sleep. Restless, he decided to take a walk that September midnight, wondering if tonight will really be the end of Yoo Joonghyuk’s thirteen-year-long story.
That night, 1863rd Regression Han Sooyoung finished the small note that would become TWSA’s last chapter, and dragged her body to the place where Kim Dokja lived to finally meet him after thirteen years.
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from the day you were born until the day I kill you by Haerang (Tatrin), Tatrin
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
07 Feb 2026
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On screen, Kim Dokja looks at the floating countdown. I didn't get to die today and suddenly I'm in TWSA. In a cabin which story was never told in the novel. The novel that ended today, but never truly reached the end. I want to read, Kim Dokja thinks feverishly. I want to read the end. And to do that, I'm going to have to survive.
In the present, Kim Dokja was yanked up by the collar and faced the Protagonist. It didn't even occur to Kim Dokja to get away himself, resigned to his fate. His head feels like it was stuffed with cotton, as if he breathed some sort of thought-annihilating mental miasma. The incoming violence was bound to happen.
"Tell me the truth."
Kim Dokja's eyes flew open. He had closed them with the expectation of getting his face caved in, not a question.
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An ORV reaction fic where Dokja's suicidal ideation is a bit more obvious from Day 0. Kim Dokja's Company, who had been whisked away into an open space under the starry night after the destruction of the Absolute Throne, watches Kim Dokja's memories and realizes that he had intended to die during that fateful subway ride. Not knowing yet that the truth is even more devastating.
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- Part 1 of Saying I love you as I die
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I chose this cyclone with you by Haerang (Tatrin) for TheWaterGoddess
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
21 Jul 2025
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Selena Kim had said, "She wanted to come. If she knew you were coming, she would've come."
In this story, Anna did obtain information that Kim Dokja will be attending the constellation banquet, and decided that meeting him was worth the risk of encountering the regressor. This is a look at what might have occurred had Anna Croft confronted Yoo Joonghyuk earlier in canon, when the protagonist still believes that Kim Dokja is a prophet. Also, we have seen how the meeting between Anna Croft and the Demon King of Salvation goes in the Gourmet Association Episode, but how would it be if they meet again still as incarnations?
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like a virus and a lullaby by Tatrin
Fandoms: The Coffin of Andy and Leyley (Visual Novel)
01 Jul 2025
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I hate ash blondes, Andrew idly thought, keeping a steady grip on his cleaver so it won't actually make their hostage too terrified to lie.
(Andrew's POV when holding the blonde lady hostage with his cleaver - and killing her the moment Leyley left.)
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SEODAEMUN PRISON: CONFIDENTIAL TRANSCRIPT LOGS by Tatrin
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
02 Mar 2025
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LOG DATE: 24 November 1997
KIM DOKJA: Why did you write that story, Mother?
LEE SOOKYUNG: -
KIM DOKJA: Stop acting like a mute character. I can clearly hear you say yes to the warden.
LEE SOOKYUNG: -
KIM DOKJA: Mother. Mother! Just answer me. Why did you publish that book?
LEE SOOKYUNG: -
KIM DOKJA: Say something.
LEE SOOKYUNG: -
KIM DOKJA: SAY SOMETHING!
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The transcribed dialogue between Kim Dokja and Lee Sookyung during her stay in prison.
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- Part 2 of Saying I love you as I die
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Saying I love you as I die by Haerang (Tatrin), Tatrin
Fandom 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
07 Feb 2026
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Where Kim Dokja relearns how to let himself feel.
However cruel this hidden scenario is, practically a live action of Memoirs of the Underground Killer's sequel, his companions seize the chance to teach him how to show his love without leaving them.
Inspired by Hidden Scenario: Dramatis Personae written by Anonymous (A and K), but motivated to realize this beautiful kimcom gif
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One-shots of my personal Genshin Impact plot twists which consists of my love for Aether, Lumine, Venti, Tartaglia and Xiao.
P.S. I tend to write Ruthless!Aether. When I got into Genshin one of the first things I did was reading Aether's voice lines and the first one I clicked was when Paimon remarked that the traveler just kills every hiluchurl they spot, so 'ruthlessness' was pretty much embedded in my characterization of the traveler from day 1. The way he joked with/at Paimon in many voice lines also gave me the impression that he's one sassy boi.
My twitter is @TatrinThe and my tumblr is tatrinwhitewolf
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Safe and Sound by starsniper
Fandoms: 異世界の沙汰は社畜次第 | The Other World's Books Depend on the Bean Counter (Manga), 異世界の沙汰は社畜次第 - 八月八 | The Other World's Books Depend on the Bean Counter - Yatsuki Wakatsu
26 Jan 2026
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After he hears about Kondou's attack, Aresh rushes over to the infirmary to save the man's life for a second time.
Takes place during Vol 1, Chapter 5 of the novel / Vol 3, Chapter 13 of the manga / and the upcoming Episode 4 of the anime.
Bookmarked by Tatrin
18 Feb 2026
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[Yesssss one of the best things about Aresh is that he ALWAYS ASKS FIRST ajsoidasjdadsioj. And let me tell you, I read and reread this scene in the novel just to confirm that Aresh actually doesn't do the deed until Seiichirou is conscious. And while the novel doesn't specify that's why he waits...it's a pretty easy thing to extrapolate 🤭 And shortly afterwards he gets way more possessive so it's also not difficult to conclude that this encounter played a huge part in it.
Subby Service Top Aresh FTW, I love this headcanon so so so much. Especially because Seiichirou mentally thinks to himself multiple times that Aresh does all the work and seems to be mainly focused on Seiichirou's pleasure and not his own! You'll also see in the later novels, once Seiichirou accepts Aresh's feelings, well....he's quite the dominant personality in bed 🤭
THE BLOWJOBS THOUGH AOKPSDOPKDKDPSADSDAS that's so funny. I can't remember what novel it is, but there's definitely a BJ involved so it's not that the author couldn't write them. But in the the handjob scene, Seiichirou definitely brings doing a blowjob first! He KNOWS that it'll be less discomfort than sex for his body, and yet, Aresh is like hmm...sounds fake nope. And then they compromise on the handjob/frotting instead ahhaahaha.
Also as far as medical treatment goes, I was explaining this on a tumblr post earlier today, but Aresh really was operating on a theoretical medical approach and not a tested and true one the first time he fucks Seiichirou to save his life, and SOMEHOW it worked out for him. I think Aresh just went for what he assumed would be the most efficient method for getting fluids inside Seiichirou's body, so I guess he has that in common with Seiichirou for being an efficiency freak 😂😂😂]
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An Abyss Mage was some sort of half-hivemind being: they all knew what to do, but also had enough free will to notice that their prince seemed kind of down, lately.
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- Part 118 of the quaren-fics
Bookmarked by Tatrin
03 Nov 2020
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An Abyss Mage was some sort of half-hivemind being: they all knew what to do, but also had enough free will to notice that their prince seemed kind of down, lately.
One of them, after several in-mind discussions, approached the boy, whose golden eyes looked into the unknown with such profound sadness it almost made the Abyss Mage experience an emotion by itself.
"My prince, what bothers you so?" It asked in its croaked voice, and the prince - too young to have known such melancholy - sighed.
"I worry about my sister." He started slowly, and it nodded. "We have always traveled together, and I fear she is lonely without me, or, worse, afraid. What if she can't defend herself, what if she is lost?"
The Abyss Mage nodded. It always was a sad day when an Abyss Mage had its connection severed with the hivemind; he figured the prince had the same problem.
"We can keep an eye out for her, if it would please you, my prince." That took a smile out of him, and he excitedly described his sister, telling the Abyss Mage about what a sweet, kind and compassionate creature she was.
If what he spoke was true, the Abyss Mage supposed that the right choice had been made: such a girl couldn't possibly lead them.
The prince had sent them off into Liyue to make the Hilichurls work together, and they were all very aware of what his sister looked like. As such, it was with some degree of surprise it saw her speeding by, running amok like some wild child in the middle of the plains. The creature was surprised, but approached her nonetheless, speaking loudly to call to her attention.
It raised a hand, and the prince's sister rose her sword, bringing it down; the Mage barely had any time to erect the barrier before she attacked again.
Her eyes were the same shade of gold as the prince, the Abyss Mage realized with horror as it defended itself against her frenzied attacks, but whilst the prince's were filled with melancholy and a small tinge of power hunger, hers were filled with the madness only a fighter could have, as if she had seen war and survived all unscathed.
The barrier broke, and the Abyss Mage started screaming when the sword started to hit him directly.
The hivemind reported many similar cases of meetings with the prince's sister. All of them, in their limited individuality, decided that perhaps the prince was better not knowing that his sister could defend herself perhaps a little too well.
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A Bleeding Heart Is A Beating Heart by brannrice
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
03 Aug 2022
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“1864 times, Kim Dokja. That is how long it took for me to realize what truly had to be done.”
Kim Dokja tried to step back. He tried to run away, to escape the stench of blood filling his senses and the bodies of his friends that lay dead on the ground.
“So, you’ll have to forgive me for being impatient.”
OR: Kim Dokja is in every one of Yoo Joonghyuk's regression rounds, from the 3rd to the last. Just how does that change things?
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29 Jan 2026
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His snarky smile and over-confidence is as familiar as ever, and yet, despite this being what originally annoyed Yoo Joonghyuk, it is this familiarity that warms his withering soul now. The one thing that Yoo Joonghyuk always feared is that the existence of Kim Dokja simply not existing – singularity of his 3rd regression. So, just the proof that the sheer, incomprehensible audacity of the man known as Kim Dokja was not a complex wish fulfilling delusion of his mind gave Yoo Joonghyuk a renewed sense of hope. The bastard, the fool - he is real, he is alive.
He wouldn't know what to do if he was not allowed to meet Kim Dokja again; if Kim Dokja simply ceased to exist.
“I’m a prophet, Yoo Joonghyuk. You’ll need me on your team, with all the information I have. Let’s be companions.”
Yoo Joonghyuk knew that was a lie. And yet, the word ‘companion’ is a familiar song, a comforting embrace.
Yoo Joonghyuk holds Kim Dokja by the neck. He’s smaller. I didn’t realize just how small he was.
I should have cooked for him more.
Yoo Joonghyuk laughs. It’s not a pleasant or bright laugh– hell, many it would be even be a bit hard-pressed to call it a laugh.
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In the 41st round, all that mattered was Kim Dokja’s survival, and to guarantee such a fickle thing, Yoo Joonghyuk would do anything.
“My first command…”
Kim Dokja’s eyes are open with hurt and betrayal.
“…Is to live.”
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Kim Dokja finds a way around it anyways. He is a stubborn man, born to spite the best meaning and the worst of evils. He isn’t meant to be a trapped bird; he is meant for the open skies, and yet it is for that reason that his fate is always inevitable.
“I hate you.” Kim Dokja says weakly, "But... I can’t live without you, Yoo Joonghyuk.”
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In the 99th round, Yoo Joonghyuk tells everything to Kim Dokja. The truth, laid barefaced for the world to see.
Kim Dokja sighs, “Ah… I’ve troubled you, haven’t I, Joonghyuk-ah?”
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Yoo Joonghyuk never thought himself to be the type to be so romantic, but 111 lives changes a man.
Yoo Joonghyuk smashes his lips into Kim Dokja’s, the force sending the smaller man to topple backwards. He’s pushed further backwards until he is lying on his back. He moans slightly at the force, but that only allowed Yoo Joonghyuk to slip his tongue. It was messy, it was–
“Ahem.”
The bubble pops. The whole entire company was staring at them, aghast. Jung Heewon covers up the children’s eyes and yet it seems like the person she really should have covered is Lee Hyunsung.
“What the fuck,” said Han Sooyoung, intelligently.
He could hear the notifications in his window from the constellations. Uriel, especially, was very vocal about her unnecessary excitement.
Kim Dokja lies on his back, confused and dazed, silent from shock and panting from the sheer force he was subjected to.
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“I do not want an ending with you not in it, you stupid sunfish bastard! Shut up!”
Yoo Joonghyuk dies in the 999th regression a satisfied man.
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In the 1863rd round, Kim Dokja says something he has never said.
“Let’s try round 3 again.”
The 1863rd round where nobody dies – it was like a dream that was too good to be true.
Yoo Joonghyuk dares to hope.
And he will pay the price for that hope.
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“It was... the only way,” Kim Dokja says. “The last piece of the wall... I had it.”
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A gunshot was heard. Kim Dokja watchs in abject horror as the kind and gentle Lee Hyunsung crumpled onto the ground. “A shield that cannot protect is nothing but a waste of space.” He can only stare in horror as the man throttled the life out of the young boy. “You bite the mouth that once fed you.” With one shot, he snipes Yoo Sangah’s temple. Indifferent, he crushed Han Myungoh's skull.
But what he expects never comes. Instead, he feels a gentle, calloused finger rub the tears of his cheeks. Those very hands stained with the warm blood of those he had slain cupped his face with unfound gentleness, as if the calloused hand was touching a glass doll.
Kim Dokja very tentatively opens his eyes, confusion evident. Yoo Joonghyuk’s face no longer looked of terrifying, murderous menace. In fact, it is gentle and calm; almost worried if he was delusional enough. “Ah… Kim Dokja… do you know how long I have been doing this?”
Yoo Joonghyuk smiles. It is wide, like a crescent moon, yet it feels like a parody - a distortion. His eyes felt warm and spoke of undeniable care, and yet insanity swam its torrents like crashing waves in a stormy night.
“One thousand, eight hundred and sixty-four times.”
This is a Yoo Joonghyuk unwritten.
“1864 times, Dokja-yah. That is how long it took for me to realize what truly had to be done.”
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This is a personal experiment with HTML. It is a very limited list with what I find useful.
Update: Somehow I find more and more stuff useful, so this list is not that limited (and not that private) anymore. I'll improve it with time and according to my needs and interests.So far that's posted:
Part One: Basics
Part Two: Lines
Part Three: Footnotes and Links
Part Four: Columns and Skins
Part Five: Pictures
Part Six: Videos (and gifs)
Part Seven: Choose Your Own Adventure
Part Eight: Chapter Title
Part Nine: The Title, the Username, and Links
Part Ten: Kudos Message
Part Eleven: Newspaper Article
Part Twelve: Content Notes and Spoiler (NEW: Opacity and hover translations)
Part Thirteen: Playground for Jinx (glitch text, color, table)
Part Fourteen: Text generator
Part Fifteen: Boxes (still in progress)
Part Sixteen: Vertical Text
Part Seventeen: Transition (NEW)
Part Eighteen: Automated Animation (NEWEST) -
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Gin and Vodka don't just leave Shinichi to die. They take him back to their base for further study.
Shinichi wakes up as a prisoner of the Black Organisation.- Language:
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He’d deduced within minutes of waking up that she was the one that had created the apotoxin, and despite herself Shiho had found herself impressed. She had expected guilt, pity, sorrow, had braced herself against them, she hadn’t expected to have to hold back on respect.
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“You ask me to help you get out, I can’t even get myself out."
“In that case” he said, without a shadow of doubt in his eyes. “We’ll just have to destroy the organisation first.”
His determination that was hypnotic.
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More than anything it was the boredom that got to him. The rest of it was the fear, isolation, the impossible wrongness of his too young body, but the boredom, that was what held him on the edge of madness. Nothing to do but watch Shiho work, or stare at the wall, no mysteries to solve, no books to read, nothing.
Without her he might well have gone mad. He hated her for creating the poison that had landed him here, for holding the key to his cell, for being a living breathing symbol of the organisation that had taken everything from him. And yet at the same time he loved, needed, depended on her, clung to her as a kindred spirit, united in their hatred for the organisation that bound them both, as the only real human contact he was allowed in this place.
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“You’re suggesting I volunteer to help them. That I help them hurt people, that I undermine the covers of people who are already working to break them.”
“Yes. Just like I’m producing drugs for them to torture and kill. It’s your decision, I can’t and won’t make it for you. But we need more influence. Convince them you’re detached, distant. Make them believe you’d do anything to relieve the boredom, that you like cases for the intellectual challenge rather than out of any inherent attachment to justice. They won’t trust you of course, but they’ll use you, if they think they can. People trust motivations they can understand, and these people understand boredom and cold curiosity a lot better than they understand caring.”
“God complex, huh?”
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“So you’re going to make her hate you, in the hope that she’ll leave you behind.”
“I’m going to tell her that I’m not willing to abandon the work, not now that I have such a useful test subject. I’ll tell her that the science matters more to me than human suffering. I’ll make it convincing. I’ll tell her about you.”
The look in her sister’s eyes when she saw the small child in a cage in Shiho’s lab was something she would remember for the rest of her days. How could you do this? That look said. I believed in you, you’re better than this, why?
“It’s me isn’t it?” He realised suddenly. “You’re staying for my sake.”
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Then Shinichi said he had an idea, with that vicious, manipulative smile that swore ruin to all their enemies. She called Akemi, told her to stay away from Rye on the tapped phone lines.
A week later, after they’d handed Vermouth her list of traitors, they got the news. Dai Moroboshi, codenamed Rye, and his accomplice Miyano Akemi, were wanted dead.
It was in that moment that she was first able to admit to herself that she might love him. From the way he looked at her, she suspected he felt the same way.
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All across the organisation’s operations, from Japan all the way to America, a thousand small things were going wrong.
Shinichi and Shiho watched the results of their work, and smiled with bitter, vicious satisfaction.
A woman was murdered. Prosecco was just an administrator, but in charge of authorising equipment requisitions for all the bases in the prefecture, and had the kind of polarising personality that meant people either loved her or hated her. An astonishingly convenient victim for Shiho and Shinichi’s plans. Because Prosecco had a lot of enemies, and a lot of friends, and with her dead they were all pointing fingers at each other, angry and paranoid.
He wondered what it said about him, how he’d changed, that he didn’t feel guilty about her death, that a dark twisted part of him was just happy for the opportunity to practise his craft, to be a real detective again.
She wasn’t sure Shinichi even remembered what the sky looked like, she knew it only as a small patch of blue or grey, always bounded by walls, caged in just like she was.
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In his old bedroom, she kissed him, light and soft, just a touch of lips to lips. He kissed back, a little harder, but still careful, savouring the sensation of human touch. Touch was something they both craved. Touch but not being held, not even by each other, neither of them could bear to be restrained.