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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    Kevin faces an unexpected problem when a figure from his past reappears in his life: a boy who, despite not having been significant at the time, left a deep mark on him. While Kevin believed that Riko was his last threat, he is forced to reconsider this when he realizes that the deal with Ichiro might not be enough to keep his past at bay.

    As he struggles with this, Kevin also finds himself confused by inexplicable feelings towards Andrew and Neil—emotions he refuses to acknowledge, which further complicate his situation.

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    12 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    Everyone expected Kevin to be relieved by the news of Riko’s death. Instead, they watch him unravel. The person who spent years hurting and controlling him is gone, yet Kevin grieves as if he’s lost something more. No one can understand his fixation, and Kevin can’t find the words to explain it.
    Coward, they call him.
    But years of abuse have knotted his sense of loyalty and survival so tightly that love and dependence are impossible to tell apart. Riko may be gone, but the Ravens’ shadow still lingers. Kevin must face the fragments left behind or risk crumbling under their weight.

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    06 Oct 2025

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    It’s not fair. It’s all Neil can think, childish and foolish and true. It’s not fair. It’s not fair. It never has been. The tickets weigh as much as a coffin lid, as the lie that is Neil Josten. Kevin’s hand is still on top of his and his fingers tremble. Neil stares. It’s his left hand, a solid reminder of the bastion of cruelty these tickets are going to lead him to.
    “I’m sorry.” Kevin whispers.
    Neil barks a bitter laugh that ravages his throat and tucks the tickets into his pocket. “Yeah, me too.”

    Or:
    Nathaniel Wesninski dies in a basement in Baltimore. Neil Josten wakes up on the bleachers in Millport. One of them still has to get Jean out of the Nest.

     

    SEQUEL TO YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN KID (YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN)

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    24 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    It was late after a mission one night. Dazai had decided to explore Suribachi City to help himself calm down. It was a calm night; the moon was halfway full and bright just as it always was. It was chilly out, so Dazai was thankful for the coat he had. He pulled it around himself just a little tighter so it would cover himself more. It was rather peaceful; that was until he was suddenly knocked to the ground. The kid stood above him, holding him to the ground with his foot on his chest.
    The boy looked no older than fifteen. He had ginger hair and bright blue eyes which seemed to shine under the moonlight. There was a scowl on his face as he spoke. “Who the hell are you? And why are you on the Sheep’s territory?”

     

    Or; An AU where Chuuya doesn't join the Port Mafia and him and Dazai become friends

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    07 Aug 2024

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    Takemichi:Don't you have somewhere to be?

    Kisaki: No. Where?

    Takemichi: Idk standing in traffic maybe?

     

    ➳ Another chat fic bc I still thirst for content except im a chameleon that pretends to be funny and my memory sucks

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    18 Jun 2024