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Till runs a hand through his hair again, harsher this time. “Can you focus? Have you done anything lately? Did you piss someone off? Did you—did you get cursed?!”
“Curses aren’t real, Till.”
The shade of green on Till’s face grows more prominent. “You are breaking into one million pieces. Don’t fucking tell me that curses aren’t real.”
(Ivan starts to fall apart. Literally. There's a piece of his ear on the floor.)
Bookmarked by Silverswans
22 Jul 2025
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I come back to this fic all the time it’s just so good wow
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Babysitting, Which Is to Say, Sitting as Far Away as Possible From This Baby by fflyhigher, pinecow
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
24 Sep 2025
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“Do you think Till baby likes the food?” Ivan asks.
Till wears a look of abject horror. “Please don’t call it that.”
“I should kill myself if he doesn’t.”
“This can’t be real,” Till whispers, face in his hands.
Something is happening here. It cannot be acknowledged out loud lest it play a role equivalent to a flammable gas leak.
Bookmarked by Silverswans
28 Sep 2025
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amazing fic i always think about, rye and myk save my life with their ivantill
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If the band were to be entirely forgotten, their music wiped from history, their names faded into obscurity, Ivan would make it through to the other side of it. Academically, he’d exceeded expectations. He had the right connections in the most dull of occupations. Fulfillment did not always pay the bills. He could withstand whatever soul-crushing future awaited him, a passionless existence, so long as he had something to keep him above water. Till had proven time and time again with every bandage and rejection letter and song that he wrote that he would not, could not, do the same.
How hard could it be, asking the crowd to ensure that Till would never have to?
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Till wants to be a star, and Ivan wants something he can’t have. The pair’s musical act, Unknown Sorrow, catching the eye of bigger industry names, may be the solution to both. That is, so long as anything built on sudden fame and spontaneous decisions can last.
Ivan’s heart warns him that it won’t.
Bookmarked by Silverswans
22 Apr 2025
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This genre of ivantill makes me crazy i need to inject this into my brain
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There, in the dim, romantic lighting of what looked like an overpriced rooftop café,
was Mizi
Her Mizi.Mizi with her stupidly silky and shiny pink hair fading into a soft shade of blue.Wearing that sweet perfect smile on her face, the smile that made Sua wanna give her the universe and more.
And to her demise sitting across from her, grinning like the lead from a cringy kdrama...
Ivan.
Ivan, the guy that had managed to find ways to annoy her, every. single. day. for the past 2 years that she'd been attending this university—In ways she didn't even think were possible.
Sua stared at the photo for what felt like eternity.
Heartbroken,Horrified,Devastated,Exasperated, Motivated for murder.
It was very much giving date. It was giving she's going to need to lay down on the floor for a bit, contemplating if she should just end it all right now—right here.She blinked. Then blinked again. Then zoomed in on the picture.
Mizi was smiling.
Ivan was not dead.
Unacceptable.—
Aka everyone thinks Mizi and Ivan are dating, turns out they're both raging homosexuals (water found in ocean)
Bookmarked by Silverswans
03 Aug 2025
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As we rest here alone like notes on a page,
The finest to compose could not play our pain.
With a candle through time I can still see your ghost.
I hate that it seemed you were never enough,
We were broken and bleeding but never gave up.
And I hope that I sing through your memory.
I hope that we meet in another life
("Another Life" by Motionless in White)Ivan looks at the stars, their flickering echoing painfully in his chest, the quiet glow reminding him of familiar eyes.
"In another reality, if I were to reach out, would I be able to reach your heart?"
Or Ivan is plagued by blurred memories of his past life, and Till is a suspended college student who seems too familiar to be a stranger.
Bookmarked by Silverswans
02 Jul 2025