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    "James had died knowing that his heart, the core of his very being that no biographer would ever know, would carry on in Francis Crozier. Would be protected, cherished even, because Francis deemed him worthy of such care.

    Oh, how he had loved Francis then. He had been at peace with this being his last living thought.

    It’s his only thought now. In this undead life, his love has nowhere to go."

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    James Fitzjames wakes up in the Afterlife. It looks strangely similar to his cabin on Erebus.

    (Updated with amazing artwork by Marella!)

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    Written for the 2018 kinkmeme, prompt: "James won't use Francis' first name again after Carnivale...which Francis thinks is a sign that James despises him." One day, Francis notices something very strange.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    He remembered the gunshot.

    He remembered dying. He had died, he was sure of it. How was this possible? Was this his life rewinding itself, some montage before his death?
    But it didn’t feel like a memory. It looked so real. He was there.

    Then, the guards barked their orders. The Major gave his speech. And the Walk began, exactly like it did before.

    What the fuck?

    Stuck in a time loop, Collie Parker didn’t expect to find himself watching Gary Barkovitch. He definitely didn’t expect Gary to look back.

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    Barkovitch lashes out and runs off, Collie finds him on accident, discovering a troubling something he wishes to forget in the process, he knows he has to do something about it though.

    Or: self-harm, the road to recovery, and falling in love along the way

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    “This is wrong,” Jayce rasped, his voice strained with torment, so unlike the Jayce that had left mere hours ago to dance and drink and make merry and maybe even make love to the beautiful Mel Medarda. “This is too far back, I shouldn’t be here—”

    This Jayce was like a wild animal, bearded and shaggy, furious and heartbroken.

    The huge weapon thudded to the floor once again, and Viktor finally dared to speak.

    “Jayce, is that… you?”

    Stewing in his loneliness, research assistant Viktor witnesses an Anomaly take place in the laboratory he shares with Jayce Talis, potentially altering life as they know it (or might never come to know).

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    10 Oct 2025