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Kyo's gaze lingers on the sonogram briefly before he hands it over.
Toshiya takes the photo, the first tangible proof of this new world order. Numbly, he absorbs the nebulous shape. It seems completely alien and deeply personal all at once: a part of him, cocooned in the mystery of Kyo's body. An impossible conception.
His brain is fizzling at the edges. He's got to be the unluckiest gay man on the planet.
Or, Toshiya's life takes a wild turn when, against every law of nature, he ends up knocking up his male bandmate. Juggling that with a new relationship with someone else, 'complicated' doesn't begin to cover it. Rock, meet a really weird hard place.
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Honest talk: Kyo is everything that Miya isn't, but maybe sometimes secretly wishes he was.
The man has this blinding aura of, just, innate badassery. Even now, slumped in the seat next to Miya in his fancy Gucci tracksuit, hidden behind an eye mask as if everyone's fucking ridiculous for expecting him to be conscious at nine a.m., he reeks of cool without even trying.
Or, suddenly viewing his bandmate in a new light, Miya plunges headlong into a world of mind-bending sex, a whole lot of uncalled-for feelings, and what's starting to look like a one-way ticket to insanity.
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He’s going to die, he realizes.
He's going to die, and he will be remembered not as the singer of a famous rock band but as the boy who got murdered by Kiyoharu Mori while getting railed in the ass.
Or, the rough road from Kuroyume's roadie to Dir en grey's front man turns out to be a walk in the park compared to what it takes to break free from Kiyoharu's clutches.
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“Do you ever look at a view like this and feel, just, super tiny and insignificant?”
Eight snapshots of the messed up and very much love-filled relationship of Kyo and Daisuke.
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He walked into that Nagoya diner all light-footed and worry-free, enjoying the zero percent of space Kyo’s love life occupied in his brain, and left the same diner knowing he will simply perish if he doesn’t find out everything he can about Kyo’s love life.
Or, Toshiya catfishes Kyo on a dating app and things get out of hand.
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In a small, exclusive boarding school in the Nagano mountains, two students meet up every Sunday morning for physics tuition: Kaoru, the stoic and quietly unhappy seventh year straight A student, and Toshiya, the fourth year outcast, subject of salacious rumours and son of the school caretaker. Through a shared musical connection, the two of them forge an unlikely bond that develops into a deep kinship – until a terrible betrayal drives them apart, apparently for good.
The impact of their brief, intense friendship is not easily forgotten though, and as Kaoru and Toshiya grow up and find themselves weaving in and out of each other's adult lives, it is clear that they have a choice to make: to finally accept how abidingly they have shaped one other, or to leave each other behind forever.- Language:
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20 Oct 2022

