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    Someone’s posted a shaky video from the stands, just behind the whole altercation. It’s close enough to catch the snarl on Rozanov’s face as he charges up the steps. He’s so pretty, Shane thinks faintly. The video starts too late to show what set him off, but it catches the tail end of what the man is yelling, the things he's saying about Shane, before pivoting to calling Rozanov a cunt and bitch and a pussy instead.

    Rozanov drops his gloves for Shane. He wishes he could just be grateful, but it feels a little bit like the end of the world.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    “I'm serious. We can’t just—what, you want us to dress up and wander into Times Square like idiots? To celebrate the New Year? In public?”

    “See?” Rozanov grins wider. “You already understand concept."

    “You are unbelievable.”

    “And you,” Rozanov counters, leaning in just enough to steal Shane’s attention again, “are very boring.”

    ---Shane and Ilya, in the middle of their will-they won't-they, ring in the New Year together.

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    18 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    "The Montreal Metros are saddened to announce the passing of Yuna Hollander after her long battle with cancer. Yuna was a dedicated Metros fan her entire life, and more importantly, a dedicated mother to Shane. Metros fans will remember her animated reactions to goals by 24 and her frank analysis of the Metros' performance in the 2015 Gathorne-Hardy Cup finals. The Metros organization want to extend our condolences to Shane, his father David, and the entire Hollander family."

    or: Shane and the five stages of grief

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    18 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    Shane's about to go for a run. He texts Ilya, who responds right away. Short full-colour comic.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “It makes sense for you to go to Ottawa,” Cliff said slowly. “Because it’ll be a lot closer to Shane Hollander.”

    This time, Ilya did drop his beer.

    “Fuck.” Ilya moved to clean it up, Cliff’s words bouncing around in his head. “Sorry, the bottle was damp, my fingers slipped, I-”

    “Hey, it’s okay, man,” Cliff said, bending down to help him. “The bottle and…the other thing.”

    “The other thing.” Ilya gulped.

    “Yeah. Look, I’m sorry, man, I didn’t mean to spring it on you like that, but I know, Roz. Shane is your Montreal girl. Your Jane, right?”

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    Ilya tells Cliff that he is not re-signing with Boston, only to find out that Cliff has known about him and Shane basically the entire time.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    When Shane was freshly sixteen, Yuna came home to find him freaking out by himself at the kitchen island.

    He was perched on one of the bar stools with his entire torso slumped across the counter and his arms extended in front of him, hands balled into fists on the granite. His head was buried between his shoulders and he didn’t sound like he was breathing.

    Yuna didn’t say anything for a solid thirty seconds. Alarms blaring in her head, she silently tossed her purse to the side and beelined for her son with her hands out to comfort him.

    ---

    Or: Five times Yuna suspected Shane was gay, and the one time she finally found the right words to say.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    When Shane thought back on his life, he could not identify a serious misstep. Nothing should be wrong with him. He'd done everything exactly how he was supposed to.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.

    Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.

    But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    “I get kind of–” Shane makes a little whining noise in the back of his throat, tips his head toward the ceiling for a moment before looking back at Ilya. “I hate those fucking press conferences. I hate them, Roz, and sometimes it just feels like too much and I can’t–” One hand goes up to run through his hair, already a little mussed, and Shane gives it a slight tug, making a frustrated noise that Ilya hasn’t heard before.

    And Ilya decides that’s enough.

    - or, a post-game press conference makes shane hit his breaking point. ilya goes after him. 

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    10 Feb 2026

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    A study into Shane Hollander’s Asian identity as told through vignettes of the Hollander-Rozanov household.

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    Shane turns to Ilya and his face is doing many complicated things, but the most prominent emotions are pride, fondness, and a little bit of sadness. “You are so very brave, my little sheep.” He kisses Shane’s temple, and Shane relaxes for the first time tonight.

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    09 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 62

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    Shane didn’t have an eating disorder— he wasn’t some teenage girl who saw a fat reflection staring back at her in the mirror. He just had a strict, nutritionist-monitored, macrobiotic diet that helped him maintain control when life felt unmanageable, which caused him enormous amounts of shame and distress whenever he broke it. That was totally different, and he really did not appreciate Ilya’s insinuations to the contrary.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Ilya wasn’t a quitter, but even he eventually had to admit defeat. If he kept this up, he’d probably end up with rug burn—hand burn?—on his dick.

    He groaned and let his arm thunk down on the mattress at his side. What the fuck was wrong with him?

    Maybe it was just a fluke. Yes, maybe his body knew there were much better places to come than in his own fist. Namely, in or on his husband.

    or: Ilya’s sex life meets its fiercest opponent yet: antidepressants.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Ilya’s phone buzzes.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

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    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

    -

    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    05 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 36

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    Shane doesn’t interrupt. He never does. He listens with his whole body, thumb stroking slow along Ilya’s cheek, a quiet permission.

     

    Early in his first season with Ottawa, Ilya struggles on the anniversary of his mother’s death. Shane explores ways to show up for him.

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    05 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 53

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    Still half asleep, Ilya brings his other hand to rub up and down Shane’s left arm from shoulder to bent elbow. A tremor runs the length of Shane’s spine.

    “You’re shaking lyubimyy,” Ilya mutters, eyes still closed, “are you cold?” He pulls Shane’s body closer on instinct.

    A traitorous tear escapes the corner of Shane’s right eye, and he is helpless as he feels it track down his temple and onto Ilya’s chest.

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    Or - In the wake of trip-gate, a peaceful morning quickly turns heavy as Shane struggles with all that he feels.

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    04 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 37

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    Bad luck follows Shane Hollander everywhere. So does Ilya Rozanov.

     
    Loosely a 5 + 1 of five bits of bad luck for Shane Hollander and the one time everything works out.

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    04 Feb 2026

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