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    “I want you to be able to fuck me whenever you want,” Shane blurted out. “And with, this, we can be together even when we’re apart.”

    Ilya looked at Shane like he just got down onto one knee.

    One day, Shane thought. But for now, he figured this was an unconventional alternative to a promise ring.

    Shane revels in the pride of another victory—he’s gotten Ilya the best anniversary present ever.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Jane: come now
    Jane: bluebell inn, top floor, the kraken room
    Jane: hurry
    Lily: ?
    Lily: practice just finished, why so rushed
    Jane: oh fuck it’s moving
    Lily: what?

    Shane fumbles his hotel booking. Ilya gets in touch with a different side of himself.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Over the years he thought maybe, just maybe, being knotted by an alpha semi regularly might change something, like his biology would one day answer Ilya’s despite their ups and downs. He even helped Rozanov through a rut one time, and at the time he thought surely his inner omega would finally respond to his pheromones and the teeth shaped bruises on his nape that almost resembled mating bites and give him a heat.
    But nothing.
    Heats are the last thing on his mind right now though. Ilya is spending two weeks with him at his cottage, alone. Completely and utterly alone. Together.

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    Omega Shane has never had a heat. Over the years, he has given up on expecting to have one, but when he spends two weeks with alpha Ilya in the comfort of his cottage, something unexpected happens: he is thrown head first into his very first heat. Luckily, Ilya is there to help.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Shane has a dick, Ilya. A very nice one, I’m sure, but it’s a dick.”

    Ilya shook his head, his dirty blonde curls shifting. “No. He doesn’t. Not exactly. He has a pussy.”

    She scoffs slightly, hand covering her mouth.

    “I let you… borrow.”

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    Svetlana confides that she's intimated to dive into the lesbian dating pool blind. Ilya offers a low stakes way to get her confidence up.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    "What was she like?" He says it in a whisper, a kiss pressed against Ilya's skull when Hayden isn't looking. His hair stinks of alcohol and sick but Shane does it anyway.

    "Mama?" Ilya pulls back, swaying slightly as he looks up at Shane.

    "Yeah."

    "She..." He blinks, dazed. "Kind."

    Shane brushes the damp curls out of Ilya's face once more, praying Hayden's back is still turned as he leans into the touch. "What else?"

    "She..." he pauses again, blinking as if the action will bring the words back to his mouth. "She would have loved you."
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    Or: Ilya gets spiked while out clubbing, and who else would he call but Shane Hollander
    ft a very confused Hayden, Scott, Svetlana, and the Admirals team medic

    (oh, and it's the anniversary of his mothers death)

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Against his better judgment, Shane ends up joining the NHL’s celebrity Alpha Auction.

    The problem is not the spotlight, his questionable status, or the not-so-high stakes competition; it's Ilya Rozanov, who knows a little too much and is determined to push Shane to the edge.

    It's only six days, what could be so very hard about it?

    Or Shane Hollander has been hiding his omega status his whole life. Somehow, Rozanov finds out. Even worse, they’re trapped in a hotel together for six long days.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    01 Feb 2026

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    “We’ve never met, but I’ve seen you before. Not in pictures, but in his face. In his smile. In his laugh,” Shane continues in Russian, slow and careful with each word as he looks out over the water. “On his good days. On the bad ones, too.”

    Oh, Ilya realizes distantly. His grip slackens on the mug in his hands. This is not for him.
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    [or, shane asks irina for her blessing.]

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    28 Jan 2026

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    Question.

    Was he losing his damn mind?

    So, straight best friend? No more.

    He kept repeating Eddie was straight like a mantra, a reminder that he could not have what he wanted and therefore he shouldn’t ever talk or express his feelings to Eddie because he was not going to ruin their friendship and be the stereotype of the queer guy that falls in love with a straight man. No, he refused.

    But now, he was in love with a gay man.

    Eddie was gay.

    The man he loved was into men, single, sleeping on the same bed as him every day they weren’t on shift, and humping his ass every night while asleep.

     

    Or, Buck and Eddie start sharing the bed while Buck finds a new place after the Díaz come back from Texas. Eddie also starts cuddling Buck and humping his ass in his sleep, but Buck has no complaints.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    "Hollander..."

     

    Shane parts from his water to huff petulantly. "I'm fucking sick, alright?"

     

    Ilya steps closer, between Shane's legs, and puts a cool hand on his forehead. "Oh, sweetheart," Ilya sighs. There's this dark look in his eyes, but Shane is too tired to try and decipher it. He leans into the cool touch on his forehead and closes his eyes.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    After Montreal, Shane believed he had given Ilya something that mattered. Six months of silence later, he begins to wonder if it was ever anything more than something taken.

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    20 Jan 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark 84

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    What happens when Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander—sole survivors of the human race—wind up bumping into each other in space? Lots of fucking, bickering, and coming up with ridiculous ways to compete with each other. So, same as any other timeline.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Six months ago, Shane’s intimate conversation and break-up with Rose Landry was recorded and leaked. In those six months, his life had completely upended and everything had changed, for better or for worse. Except for Ilya. He still has Ilya, and he’s beginning to understand that he always will.

    It’s 2018. Shane Hollander has to figure out his new life, in a new city, on a new team, while being out to the world but not by his own choice. Ilya, along for the ride, also has to learn what it means to be connected to a place, to a person, and to his own inner truth.

    (Sequel to “something you can fix,” set post-Heated Rivalry, pre-The Long Game)

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    16 Jan 2026

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    When Shane was freshly sixteen, Yuna came home to find him freaking out by himself at the kitchen island.

    He was perched on one of the bar stools with his entire torso slumped across the counter and his arms extended in front of him, hands balled into fists on the granite. His head was buried between his shoulders and he didn’t sound like he was breathing.

    Yuna didn’t say anything for a solid thirty seconds. Alarms blaring in her head, she silently tossed her purse to the side and beelined for her son with her hands out to comfort him.

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    Or: Five times Yuna suspected Shane was gay, and the one time she finally found the right words to say.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    21 Dec 2025

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    “So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?” 

    “Yeah.” 

    Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.” 

    Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?” 

    Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?” 

    Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?” 

    Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.” 

    “Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.” 

    Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    “Ilya Rozanov,” Shane repeats slowly, letting himself taste the words. He grins. “Wow. You’re, like, a really good player. How come you’re in Canada for summer camp? Is that weird to ask? Sorry if that’s weird. I just meant-”

    Shane is cut off by a hand on his mouth. He flushes.

    “Too fast,” Ilya says. “My English… not good.”

    “Sorry,” Shane mumbles into Ilya’s hand. Ilya grins and shakes his head, curls dancing, as he pulls his hand away.

    “Is okay. Slow words. Okay?”

    This year marks thirteen year Shane Hollander's third summer at Coach Marakov's elite hockey training camp. In attendance for the first time: Ilya Rozanov, visiting from Russia. Shane isn't the most sociable, and Ilya's English isn't the greatest, yet the unlikely duo soon become the best of friends.

    It's just one summer, but it makes a world of difference.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Shane leaves Ilya's apartment, not knowing he's dropped.

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    the infamous "we didnt even kiss" alternate ending

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    02 Dec 2025

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