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    Kaminari didn’t know when he started hearing voices in his head. He just knew that they helped him clean the walls when shit hit the fan. But when he runs away from the warehouse he’s been kept in all his life, he can begin to understand himself. That starts by unpacking his trauma, learning to heal, and understand the bits and pieces of himself.

    Aka: Kaminari has DID, and with the help of Aizawa and his friends, he learns how to cope with life around him

    (Previously titled: The bits and pieces of Kaminari denki)

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    21 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Katsuki Bakugou's world fell apart the night he lost his father. Trapped in a cycle of guilt, grief, and the crushing weight of his mother’s expectations, he’s drowning in an ocean of emotions he can’t understand. But when he stumbles upon a streamer named Deku, whose kindness and warmth radiate through the screen, Katsuki finds a lifeline—a flicker of hope he thought was long lost. As Katsuki begins his journey into the world of streaming, he struggles to rebuild his shattered self-worth, all while grappling with the belief that he needs to earn the connection he craves. A slow-burn romance set in the world of online streaming, where two souls find solace and strength in each other, one step at a time.

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    ☠️🍋When life gives you lemons, SCREAM ABOUT IT!: 💥Great Explosion Murder God Dynamight💥's quest for the TRUTH🍋☠️

    ❤️‍🩹Drowning in feels? DEKU'S HEEEEEERE!!!🫶

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    28 Oct 2025

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    Hizashi is instantly by his side, cupping his face frantically. Shouta seldom cries. “Sho? Sho what’s wrong? What’s happening?” He asks frantically.

    “Kacchan......told me to kill myself....... Kacchan-” Shouta exhales harshly as the words and their meaning filter through his mind. The shock and grief are so strong it leaves Shouta breathless. Just as quickly, the sadness is suddenly replaced with concern? Buts it’s like a fragile glass bowl, and the shock and sadness sit nestled inside it. The concern and blanketing calm are forced. Stitched together manually thread by thread. The real emotions try to splash over the edge, try to crack the glass.
    “What an idiot he could get in so much trouble”

    With that thought, all the foreign emotions begin to retreat, likely being forced down, and then Shoutas head is his own once more.

    That finally seals it for Shouta. These aren't his thoughts or feelings. He is hearing someone else’s thoughts and feelings. Experiencing what they do. The question is who?

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    28 Oct 2025

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