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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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15 Feb 2026
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He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.
He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.
Shane is making space for Ilya.
(or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)
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18 Jan 2026
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Robby doesn’t remember him, but Dennis remembers enough for both of them.
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13 Dec 2025
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Roy hadn’t seen him the last time he was in London, eyes full of fear as his bad decisions caught up with him and kept him from returning to football. She told him to talk to Ted, thinking Ted would happily agree to sign him back to the squad. Why wouldn’t he? Richmond still hadn’t won a match, Rebecca was getting increasingly irritated with all the draws, and they were in a slump that Jamie Tartt could definitely pull them out of. She didn’t know if Jamie actually spoke with Ted, but Ted never mentioned seeing him, and Jamie never showed up at Nelson Road. She tried to ring him once to find out if he was okay. It rang and rang and eventually went to voicemail. She left him a message that was never returned.
That wasn’t like Jamie.
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04 Nov 2025
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Roy and Jamie hook up at the charity gala.
It escalates from there.
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21 Oct 2025